Not So Different

But I thought you said

A few months after the accident

I had visited Carter multiple times and what was surprising is that my stomach had been growing the doctor was shocked to say the least. I leaned over and kissed Carter's forehead before I walked out it had been 7 and a half months since Carter has been in coma.

Mom was paying the bills and I was well... Pregnant I was pregnant and I was happy. After the nurse had told me I lost the baby I had gone into shock. But the doctors rushed in and helped me I was in the hospital for two months when I noticed my stomach had been getting bigger and rounder. When I brought it to my doctors attention he just shook his head." there is no way that you could possibly still be holding a child within you but I should take it in consideration I'll have a nurse take some blood from you so I camn test it. Perhaps your child survived" he said giving me high hopes even though I shouldn't have but I had a really good feeling about this.

But everything was cleared up and I was in fact pregnant it's been nine months and a week almost but the doctor says that it's ok. I was walking down the hall and just past the reception area when a child pointed at me pulling on her older brothers sweater perhaps." Matt she peed on herself Matt looky.!" she screamed out when I looked down I felt my self pale. My water just broke. I screamed as I felt a contraction go through my body. A nurse ran up to me." what's wrong?" she looked down at me for a moment then gasped. She ran and grabbed a wheelchair." She's going into Labour!" she yelled for a doctor as she carted me away I looked back at the girl and brother and smiled before screaming in pain again.

Lets just say the next few hours were not pretty. I was screamin for Carter and cursing his name for doing this to me. Then I was screaming an apology and crying for him before I returned to cursing him for it. I was an emotional mess for four hours as I gave birth to beautiful twins.

I carried them in my arms together after they were cleaned my mom and dad standin by my side proudly as the looked at their grandbabies my dad actually cried because he was able to cut the umbilical cord. It was amazing.

I held my babies in my as smiling as my mom came over with a small box and opened it she had knitted two hats just in case I had a boy or girl. We had no idea I was having twins and I wanted it to be a surprise. It seem Carter was protecting Aurora from our vision. They were so cute together.

I planned to keep us all together and so did my mom and dad. A few months after their birth I decided we needed to start a fresh page and we moved a few states away. Carter of course was moved to a different hospital in a small town.

And me I was still going to school finally starting my senior year as I had been homeschooling since Carter and Aurora's birth. But my mom and dad have been so supportive and loving. And they finally managed to give me enough courage to start school but I was worried for my babies.

They were going to hire a Nanny to watch the kids till I got home so I could be with them for the rest of the day. I loved them more than anything and I know it showed. I was finally happy.

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