HeartBreakers Anonymous

chapter 20:I'm sorry

    Marcus POV

    After Klarie said that she knew I would always be a player I immediately pushed the blonde crayon away from me and looked at Klarie. What she said hurt me. I was trying to change for her, but I guess kissing another girl In front of her wouldn't help with that...

    Man, I screwed up...

    After that Klarie ignored me completely the rest of the day. I tried talking to her but she would always find a reason not to talk to me. So I decided to go to her house.
    As I was about to knock on her door I began to feel nervous and guilty I'm nervous because...what if she won't listen or just closes the door on me.
    Oh well, man up Marcus!
    Ughhh she's not gonna listen
    Like I said man up !

    Okay, I've gone crazy. I'm talking to myself!

    I slowly raised my fist up and knocked on the door. Here goes nothing.

    After a minute the door slowly open ed to reveal kalrie. God, she looked beautiful even if she was in sweatpants and a tank top with her hair in a messy bun.

    "I-" I started but Klarie interrupted.
    "Save it Marcus." She said.
    "Klarie, just listen....please !" I said.
    "Fine, 5 minutes." Hey 5 minutes is better than getting the door slammed in my face.

    "Mj is upstairs so we'll go to the basement. I'll go tell her real quick that me and you need to talk." As she said that she went upstairs and a minute later came down.

    "Okay let's go." She said as she walked towards some stairs that go down into a basement.

    As we get into the basement we both take a seat opposite of each other.
    "Okay, talk." She said with a glare.
   
    "First let me just say how sorry I am. I'm trying not to be a player but I just got mad when you declined hanging with me but I stead said sure to Mj. I didn't like that very well, and I really don't want you thinking of me as a player....because I'm trying to change....for you. Klarie you gotta believe me ! I really like you and you told me to prove to you that I wasn't a player by that app, yes I did use the app. Anyways please kalrie just give me one chance ! One chance to prove to you I'm not gonna be a player anymore that I've changed. Please ! I'm sorry Klarie I really am..." I ranted on and on.

    She sat there for what felt like hours but was really minutes before answering.

    "I'm gonna tell you why I don't trust players, and this is never to be spoken to anyone. It's the reason for HeartBreakers Anonymous. Not even Mj or Nash know about it. Marcus I'll give you ONE chance, but screw that up....then you've lost me. I don't do second chances unless someone really deserves it. Now story time.

   
    "I was a freshman when a junior asked me out, his name was Dyl Michaelson, he was 16 and football quarterback. He talked to me, he was NICE to me, we hung out for a bit then he finally asked me on a date. I was head over heels for him, well that's what I thought. After the oh so amazing date he asked me to be his girlfriend. I, being the naive girl I was, thought he really liked me and so I said yes.
    It all went downhill 2 months into the relationship. I told him i loved him, and what does it get me ? Hurt.
    He said, "You think I love you ? Hell no. It was ALL a dare sweetheart. I was dared to make you fall in love with me, and once you did, break your heart. I tend to do that now. God took you forever to admit you love me. 2 long excruciating months! Now that you have though I can finally, FINALLY be done. By the way, I cheated on your throughout the whole time." As he said that he walked away giving me a smirk and a wink. I remembered what he said word per word.
    I left his house as tears fell silently from my face. Never again will I feel this pain is what I told myself as I walked down the road.
    Later on that week I decided to make the app HeartBreakers Anonymous to give advice to people who need it, and so no one can ever feel what I felt. I had one rule, never fall for a player, and I always managed to stay true to my word. Until you. Anyways it was always One girl, One App, One Rule."

    "That is why I never dated again, why I made the app, why I never trusted a player." I said feeling a tear roll down my cheek.

    Marcus came over to me bent down to my level in between my legs and slowly wiped my cascading tears away.
    "I will NEVER hurt you Klarie. I'm sorry that happened to you, and that dude was a total jerk. I won't do that to you....ever. unlike him, this isn't a dare, this is genuine. Klarie please forgive me for everything I done to hurt you. Please just be my girlfriend and I won't ever hurt you." He said with a look of pure honesty in his eyes.
    Should I? I might get hurt again....Oh what the heck Yolo.
    "Okay marcus, I'll be your girlfriend. One chance though. One chance." I said whispering out the last one chance.

    Marcus jumped up and pulled me with him giving me a bear hug and kissed me with so much passion.

    I hope I made the right decision....