Letting Go

Chapter 16

- Gabriella -

I love waking up in the morning next to my bestfriend. I found myself hugging Chaz tightly and snuggling up to him. I love his scent his warmth his-- his touch.

You know that weird feeling you get when you just feel like you always want to be with him? I get that a lot when I'm with Chaz. Although I'm not quite sure of what I feel for him... The way he looks at me gives me butterflies in my tummy. Every time he hugs me, I just want to stay there and-- and hug him all day. What does this mean? Why am I feeling like this? Ugh...

Last night was one of my worst-best day of my life. Worst because I got my first kiss from a total douche bag. Best because I finally got Chaz to tell me how he really feels for me. Sometimes his actions confuses me. Oh, and better because I got a new pet! I think its cute that Chaz named our pet, 'Chabby'. Don't you think 'Chabby' sounds cute?!

Speaking of Chabby... Where is she?

I sat up and looked around my room. She wasn't on the rug! Chaz was still peacefully asleep. I smiled at him and placed my blanket over him.

Where is she? Oh my god, if my mom ever finds out I kept a cat in my room she will flip and just freak out. Where's Chabby?! " Chabby? Here kitty kitty..." I whispered and called.

Chaz stretched and yawned. " Hey," He said while rubbing his eyes. His hair all messed up and his shirt... Well he doesn't sleep with his shirt on. Ain't he just the sexiest beast alive?! "Hey, have you seen Chabby?" I asked as I looked under my bed. "No, I just woke up." Chaz answered as if it was obvious. He went back to sleep and burried his face under the pillows. "Turn the lights off!" I heard him say under the pillows. " I can't turn off the sunlight, stupid." I rolled my eyes.

Oh my... What if she got out of my room?! What if she got in my parent's room?! " Here Chabby..." I whispered one last time. " Meow... Meow..." Where is that sound coming from? Where is she? "Chabby?" Okay, now I just feel stupid while calling a kitten. Like she would understand me.

I heard more tiny meowing. It's so hard to follow the sound since it was soft and small. Something was moving underneath Chaz's shirt and jacket which was settled on the floor. I chuckled and checked it out. It must be Chabby. " Come here baby..." I said and took her out of his clothes. Such a cute little kitten

Chabby had a strange pattern of orange and white fur. She also had green eyes. Yes, I'm a sucker for green eyes... I love them. Like Chaz, I love his eyes too.

" Found her?" He asked and faced me. "Yeah, she was under your clothes." I said and smiled at Chabby. "Oh good. Can I have my shirt?" Chaz held out his hand. "No," I laughed. " Why do you sleep shirtless anyway?"

" Because I feel more comfortable. At least I wear pants." He grinned and got his shirt from the floor. "You on the other hand, sleep with those over sized shirts and those tiny short shorts." He said as he popped his head out of the shirt hole. " What, it feels comfy." I said almost defensively.

" I'm out. I'll just come back later if you need me." Chaz said and went out my room. Yes, just like that. He sleeps with me then he's gone... Eww. Sounds wrong.

I ate breakfast, took a bath and brushed my teeth.

Saturdays are always so boring. Except during the night-- when I use to have a night life. Now that I don't socialize that much, I usually just invite my friends over to hang out or something.

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" Isn't she cute?!" I asked Talyah who still looked mad at me. "Stop changing the topic, Gab!" She said firmly and placed her hands on her hips. I guess inviting someone angry was a bad idea. I sighed " Fine..." I placed Chabby on the floor and watched her play by herself. "Why did you do that to Jake?" She asked again as I continued watching Chabby.