my calling // wesley stromberg

Tracie?

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I followed her to my bedroom and close the door behind us.

“I know it’s not the right time to say something like that, but it’s the only time I have.” She said and cracked her fingers together.

“Tell me what?” I asked interested in what she was about to say.

“I felt terrible keeping this a secret so here I go… When Wes came up here a couple of weeks ago-” I cut her short since I knew what she was about to say, and frankly I didn’t want to hear it from her.

“I know. Wes already told me.” I said and sat on my bed, her face dropped.

“He told you?” She replied shocked. I just nodded; I thought the conversation was over by now.

“He told you that we slept together?!” Now, MY face dropped. Slept? He said kiss. I was just shocked; I had no idea what to say.

“Excuse me?” I mean she could be lying to get some sort of attention.

 “What did he tell you?” She asked shyly again.

“That you guys kissed.” I sighed.

“We did more than that. You know, Wes is my first and I’m his first so..” Is she trying to find an excuse for this? I can’t take this.

“That doesn’t mean anything! You knew we were dating?! Why would you do something like this?” I kind of yelled. I didn’t want to alarm people.

“It just happened ok? I already feel bad.” She tried to apologize.

“I know we never really got along, but I never thought you would do something like this. Hell, I didn’t know Wes had the balls to do this.” I was getting angry at her, at Wes, at everybody.

“I’m so sorry Lily. I didn’t mean to hurt you.” She said, just above a whisper.

“How can you be sorry? If you were truly sorry you wouldn’t have slept with my boyfriend in the first place.” I snapped angrily. She didn’t answer.

“This is what you wanted. You can have him now. I’m done with this shit.” I said again.

“I didn’t mean it like that.” She answered.

“What’s going on? Your mom said you were up here.” Wes was standing at the door with a horrified look on his face.

“Tracie? I didn’t know you were here.” I glared at him.

“I was actually leaving.” She said shyly.

“You know what? I should be the one going. Feel free to have sex in my room. There are plenty of condoms in the night table.” I snapped and stood up, gathering some of my stuff.

“What the hell? What did you say to her Tracie?” Wes yelled at his ex. I was taking some of my clothes out of my closet; I’m definitely not sharing a room with a cheater and a liar.

“The truth!” She yelled back. Wes looked shocked when he realized what she was talking about. I don’t think he was expecting his little secret to come out today.

“I- This- please baby listen to me.” He grabbed my wrist and prevented me from putting my clothes in one little bag.

“NO! I’m done with you Wes. We are done. I’m breaking up with you.” I screamed and tears started to stream down my face.

“Babe no, stop this, where are you going?” He frantically said. I saw Tracie opened the door and leave. He gripped my wrist into his hands and looked at me in the eyes.

“You lied to me. TWICE!” I screamed through my tears. They were mostly out of anger more than sadness. I can’t believe he played me like this. I got rid of his grip on me and pushed him on his chest so he would get away from me.

“You are a just a cheating bastard and I never want to see you again.” I snapped and slapped him on the cheek. He winced for a second but stood there.

“I know you are angry and you have every right to be.” He said slowly. I sat on the edge of my bed and broke down right in front of him. I felt the bed shift next to me and his hand landed on my back. I pushed him away once again.

“Don’t touch me. Just get out. Go back to HB. JUST LEAVE.” I yelled out to him once again. I was so angry, and confuse and broken and mad and sad and I wanted to punch him right in the nose, so he could feel my pain.

“Baby, I- I tried to tell you ok. I just didn’t want to lose you. I love you so much. I didn’t mean for you to find out like this.” I looked up at him and saw him cry. I’ve never seen him cry. It was weird. I felt weird. He deserved to be crying.

“Because you never meant for me to find out at all! You lied to me Wes! Hell you fucked another girl!” I stood up and start pacing around the room. I kept having hiccups and my throat was hurting.

“You need to leave. Go at Brooke’s for the night or anywhere else, I couldn’t care less.” His head fell down and he buried it into the palm of his hands. He sighed and took a deep breath after.

“I’m so so sorry. I was a dick, I know.”

“Yes you are.” I snapped and wiped the tears on my cheeks.

“It was a huge mistake. I wasn’t thinking right, it meant nothing. I swear.” He said, trying to make me change my mind or something. It’ll take a lot more than that.

“Don’t swear. You can’t keep your promises anyways.” He started to pick up some of his clothes, a snapback and his phone charger. He put them all in one bag and left it on our, scratch that, my bed. He came over to me and put his hands on my waist, his eyes were puffy and red. We probably looked crazy right now. I’m actually surprise no one came to check up on us because of the yelling and the screaming.

“Listen to me ok?” I scoot away from his touch but he tightened his grip on me. I looked away and he sighed.

“I know you probably will never forgive me and you probably never want to hear from me ever again, but I’ll always be here for you. I’ll leave you some space, but if deep down inside you can still love me after this, I’ll be here.” He whispered against my cheek as his enveloped me in a hug. I stayed still for a couple second than pushed him away. He kissed the top of my head before I could realize anything, and grabbed his bag.

“I’m sorry you have to go through this and your grandmother’s death.”

“You should’ve thought about it before fucking Tracie.” I harshly replied.

“I’ll tell Keaton to look out for you, since I won’t be able too.” He said again.  

“Take care of yourself Lily ok? I love you.” He added and went for the door. He put his hands on the doorknob and turned back to me.

“Are we really over?” He asked.

“Yes.”

OOOOOO 
Do you think Lily or Wes are going to tell Drew what happened? 
What happens to their relationship? 

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