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I'm guilty, I don't want to hurt her. You don't understand, I love her and Danny. But boy oh boy does danny love and protect me right. I don't understand what to do. I know a coming out video.. but private it!

"Hello everyone, and today I have something to tell you. Now I know that most of you are gonna be devastated because of thing I'm going to say.. But I have to let my spirit free and tell you. It's not healthy to bottle unknown things up and not mind it but I've minded it and its driving me 'wild'!"

"I'll tell you okay? I'm-" Anisa cut me off. "You're what!" she shouted in excitement. "Oh, I'm. Nothing. Literally!'' I laughed "well gotta make this video, And no listening Missy!" I point my figure at her. "Okay, okay!" She surrendered

"Anyways, I'm gay!" I said with relief and weights lifted of my shoulders.

Anisas POV

"Anyways, I'm gay!" He's what? Oh my gosh. I've been forcing a gay boy to like me! Did he fake loving me? He had to have met someone to feel this way? I have to say this boy is driving me wild!
(Play the song)

''Trying hard not to fall on the way home, you were trying wear me down, down. Kissing up the fences and up the walls on the way home.

Guess it's all working out now. Cause there's to long till the weekend.

Too long till I drown in your hands. Too long since I've been a fool. Leave this blue neighborhood never knew loving could hurt this good ohh and ya drive me wild.

cause when you look like that I never ever wanted it to be so bad ohh and ya driving me wild, you're driving me wild. Wild wild!" I sang dancing. "Who ya talking about?" Joey said peaking his head around the corner of the door.
'always you' I thought "Nobody!" I screamed running in 'OUR' (old) bedroom. "What's wrong?!'' he said rubbing my back.
"Don't touch me!" I said slapping him.
"What the fuck was that for?"
"For being a JERK!'' I said stomping out of the room.
"Fine I'm leaving!" He said grabbing his keys.

Joey's POV

I need to just get away from this hormonal cunt. Ill text Danny boi!
D=Danny J=Joey

J= Can I come over?
D=Yea, What's going on?
J= Just needed a night away.
D= Okay, come over whenever!
J= on my way.

At Daniels

"Hey baby!" I said giving him the biggest, most tightest hug. "Are you sure nothing is wrong?" He asked in concern.
''Everything is fine! Trust me."
"Alright you can put you stuff in the bedroom on the right which is mine. You'll see my hat." He said checking his Twitter notifs.
"Baby come here!" I shouted

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