Heart Stealer//Shawn Mendes

Hello Again

Hazel and I walked into the doors of a building we have been in way too many times this week. She was still upset about Hayes and I couldn't blame her. She has been through way too much with both her brother and boyfriend being in an accident. 

"Hey you good?" I asked her.

"Ya, but shouldn't I be asking you that? You still look pretty awful and have been through a lot." 

I shook my head and went to the front desk. Hazel got a phone call from Nash and insisted that I go see Shawn without her, so we can have some alone time. I felt my heart racing so fast. I felt like I couldn't breath as I walked further down the hall. I needed to relax, but every time I tried to, I got even more nervous. I felt my knees start to wobble as I reached the door. I stood there just staring at it before I rested me shaking hand on the knob and twisted it open. Shawn laid there, looking very pale. My lip starting quivering out of nowhere but I wasn't going to cry now. 

"Shawn?" My voice cracked as I moved closer to him.

He groaned and moved his head to face me. His eyes were wide and awake, like he just saw a ghost. 

"How are you feeling?"

"Not the greatest. I just want to get out of this hospital. Are you okay though? You look awful."

"So I've heard." We both sighed, not meaning to do it at the exact same time. His hand reached for mine and intertwined his fingers with mine. A small thing I had grown to feel like I couldn't survive without. 

"I missed you so much." I whispered. Even though I had seen him and been with him, it didn't feel the same and I think he new exactly what I meant.

"I missed you more." I wanted to wrap my arms around him and smash my lips on his but I knew that it would probably be insanely painful for him. The ache was just unbearable though.

The door whipped open and Hazel stood there with a smile on her face.

"Hayes is ok, in pain, but ok." I felt a weight lifted off my chest. Looks like everyone here were going to survive today.

"That's amazing! How's Nash doing?"

"He is insanely worried but also relieved that nothing serious was damaged."

"What happened to Hayes?" Shawn asked, we both forgot that he probably had zero idea of what was going on. 

Hazel spoke before I could, which was probably best since she knew more information then I did. "Hayes was in an accident. I thought it was a car crash but it actually was a dirt bike crash. It wasn't as bad as yours though." Shawn nodded his head slowly, still  understanding everything. 

My phone started ringing loudly. It was a call from Chandler. I stepped out of the room and answered the call.

"Hello?"

"Hey it's Chandler. Where are you? We are filming another episode today."

"Oh shit, I completely forgot. Let me call you back!"

"Ok." I ended the call and ran into the room. I explained the situation and Shawn and Hazel both urged me to and film.

I left feeling guilty that I was happy while Shawn was probably sad. I didn't feel like I was doing the right thing. 

The set was like yesterday. The same old hair and makeup routine and then wardrobe next. I just went through the movements. When it came time for the filming, I knew that I couldn't do this for long. It was over before I knew it and the director looked happier then ever. He pulled me aside before I could go to my car.

"We love what you have done with the show! We are thinking about sending you down here since high school is almost over and having you be homeschooled while you shoot more episodes. "

"I can't."

"Why?"

"I have my life ahead of me and acting isn't apart of it."

"You are so talented though! I think you could become something big."

"I have to go." I walked away feeling more upset then I probably should be. I didn't want to move down to Georgia, but I had the chance to be in my favorite show regularly. This could be an amazing opportunity but it wasn't going to happen and I knew it. 

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"Sam!" I woke up on the ground of the hospital. I had no idea how I got there.

"What am I doing here?" Hazel was hovering above me with her hands on her hips.

"You fainted, again." 

"Oh." 

"Have you been eating lately?"

"Yes,"

"Tell me the truth Sam."

"I had a meal but I didn't eat that much. I guess I haven't been really eating that much lately but I am fine."

"No your not! You need to eat or this could become serious." 

"I am fine!" I hissed. I starting to sit up but the room starting spinning and I crashed to the ground.

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"Samantha, wake up." I opened my eyes and saw a nurse staring at me.