Heart Stealer//Shawn Mendes

I Don't Want to Fall Another Moment

I waited by the door for what seemed like forever. He never came. 

I ran out of the house and knocked on his door.

"Hello Samantha, do you want to see Shawn?"

"Yes please."

"Come on in!"

I thanked her and walked inside. I ran up the stairs and felt my legs burning. I saw his door at the end of the hall and stormed towards it. 

"SHAWN!" I yelled. I walked in and saw something I wish I could take back. He pushed a girl off of him and stared at me with fear in his eyes. I felt tears coming and ran away, down the stairs and out the door. I didn't go home. I got in my car and drove to Matt. I played Cry Me a River by Justin Timberlake and cried even more. 

Once I got to Matt's house I opened the door and walked in. 

"Matt? Are you home?"

"Sammy?" I heard him say and then I saw his figure running towards me. He lifted me up and I started balling in his shirt. He stroked my head with his hand, softly. "What's wrong?"

"S-Shawn, he w-was with another g-girl."

"I knew he was an asshole Sam." I nodded against his chest and he set me on the ground. He grabbed my hands and looked into my eyes. 

"Hey, it's going to be ok." I felt tears rising again and looked at him. 

"I have school tomorrow...." He laughed because that was probably the most random thing ever. 

"You can write a sick note." I smiled at him as he pulled me into his room. We laid down on his bed and  fell asleep. 

I woke up at 10:37 and decided I should probably go home so I wouldn't get in a lot of trouble. I checked my phone and saw 3 calls from Aunt Casey and 10 from Shawn. 

I felt anger and hurt rise up as I blocked Shawn's number. 

"Matt," I said as I shook his body." I gotta go."

He rolled over and pulled me against him, I laughed and tried to escape with no such luck. He finally let me go with a kiss on the cheek and I left his house feeling suddenly nervous. I played I Don't Fuck With You and screamed the lines at the top of my lungs.

When I got to Quebec, I grabbed some lunch and drove home. I ran into the house and saw Aunt Casey sitting at the kitchen counter on her phone.

"Sam? Where were you!?"

"Sorry, I went to go see Matt. Something happened and I would prefer not to talk about it." She could tell how upset I was about it and let me go to my room. I climbed the ladder and laid down on my bed and cried some more. 

When I saw Shawn in his room, I hid. I had to figure out a way to show him that he hurt me and it would be hard for me to forgive him. I went on my playlist for breakups and found Fuck You by CeeLo Green. I blared it and opened my window.

When the chorus came on, I screamed it.

I see you driving round town with the girl I love,

and I'm like Fuck You

I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough, I'm Like 

Fuck you and Fuck her too

I pretended my middle finger was a microphone when I sang the parts. When I was done, I used my other middle finger and "applied lipstick". I closed my window and pulled the curtain closed. You should have seen his face!

That was literally one of the most heart racing experiences of my life!