Be Mine Forever (Urban BoyXBoy) *Completed

26 Why Am I Like This

This chapter is gonna be about ManMan so you can get to know him as a character.
ManMan
6'3
Darkskin (Chocolate)
Low fade
Muscular
Dope gang.
Wasssup lil shorties I'm man man but my real name is tyshawn. I dated Tye for like 3 years we broke up last year in December man I tweaked on him really bad I use to hit my shorty man ion know Wtf I was thinking man my shorty was my everything man I loved him and I still do to this day. When I saw his ass at love pink man I was so surprised and I wanted him back he think I didn't see his thick ass man he got thicker man I just hope he takes me back man for real for real.

I left the house to clear my mind I went for a walk it was around 2 in the afternoon. I was walking through my hood for a bit just to get this shit out of my head I've been hearing voices and shit and I've been having sleepless nights I just miss Tye. As I was walking I heard it was a block party on 79th and tink lil durk n them gonna be their so I might as well go.

I went back to my house I was on 49th so I had to get ready real quick to make it to 79th. I got into the shower and turned on my music "You Was Right" by Lil Uzi came on. I was just rapping along getting my feelings out. After I got done with that I put on my black true religion hoodie with my true religion jeans and my black 12s. It was around 3:00 pm I went tot the trap to see what was up with the guys I grabbed my gun and left.

I arrived at 57th where the trap was, "wassup man man" said my homie Ryshawn. "Wassup shorty" I said walking pass him going to my office. As I sat down I was just looking through the money. I counted all the money up and I noticed we missing $1000. "OH HELL NAW" I screamed.  I walked out the office and I yelled "LINE YALL ASSSSSESSS UP" I said pulling out my pistol.  "Man what happened" said ryshawn "Bro somebody in here stole some money I want that $1000 ASAP" I said screaming.

I started to hear voices I was going crazy. "Which one of you stole the money" I said yelling. Nobody answered I went to each one of the Niggas faces and made my way down the line a couple of these niggas faces were just scary AF especially the new recruits. I made my way down to Jakwon he was scared af and his face just told it all. "Aye lil shorty did you take the money" I asked. He's only 16 and he Thinks he's tough and Shit. "N.... n... noo" he said scared.

"Aye Ryshawn check his ass" I said. He ran over and checked him. "So what is this" ryshawn said pulling out the cash. "Oh so you stealing now huh" I said getting loud. I grabbed him and took him into the room where it was pitch black I raped him and then shot his ass in the knee to make him feel the pain. After I got done I zipped my pants up and walked out the room like nothing happened plus the room was sound proof so they could hear nothing.

I got the money and put it back in the pile and put it back in the safe. I told everybody to dismiss and I left to go to Harold's man that chicken be so fucking good. As I was walking to the L train to get to my destination I started having flashbacks of my past man them days was just crazy let me tell you about my past.

When I was just a shorty my mama was on drugs bad and my daddy was not in my life he left me and my siblings I had 4 siblings but lost them due to violence but i respect my brothers and sister. But when I was a shorty we had tough times man I had to steal from people I cared about I had to do shit to get around I even had to be in the gang early man I didn't wanna do that shit I had my goals set man I wanted to be a music producer and recording artist but I guess we can't get what we all want. But other than that I had to grow up pretty fast.

When I was about 17 I lost my brothers and my sister and my mama........it was all my fault......... if I would have just followed what my older brother said they all would have been alive even my moms........... I had to hustle and get the shit I needed my family disowned us long before this Gang Shit happened just because we was different or something like that. My grandma and papa died when I was born so i really don't know them but the stuff I heard they the shit.

When I turned 19 I met Tye he was my everything man I loved shorty I really miss him man. We met during a highschool football game he was cheerleading and plus he was the shortest of them so he was the main attraction of the cheers. He was thick and all slim thick af hair healthy af and had style. After the game that night i went to him and we just started talking and shit I shot him my number and we started to hangout like 4 days after that. We was together for a year I was tweaking on him he was 15 turning 16 in 2 days but I tweaked on him so bad i started to hit him I promised him I'll never hit my shorty ever he to cute to be getting hit like the way I did him I abused him for them days and one day he just left.

Blocked my number, warned the police about me and everything he was lucky I didn't know where he lived at cause i would have begged for him back.  But now I'm 20 going on 21 in December I just need to figure out what's wrong with me why am I this way why did i abuse Tye and Terrell and ended up killing Terrell why am I like this.

I got snapped out of my thoughts by the man talking on the L train speaker "Next Stop 87th street" the speaker said. I just waited until the train stopped and got off to get me some Harold's. I got me a 8pc with some mild sauce man that shit be bussin😍💯 (From The Author:If you haven't been to Chicago I advise you to go get some Harold's chicken man that shit is sooooooo fucking good!!!)  I got my wings and left the place it was around 7 the party was about to start soon like at 8 or 9. I was already on 87th so I just hung out here for a bit until 8:40.

*1 hour and 40 minutes passes*
"Yeah shorty you are fine lil thing" I said talking to this chicago run down I'm just trying to get some ass man. "Yasss boo you already know you fine af" he said smiling. I looked at my watch it was 8:40. The hoe shot me his number and I was off, I arrived at the party at 9 I saw all the hoes there twerking going into the woods and shit. I started to walk around and I saw one of my old buddies Clout. "Tyshawn is that you bro" he said walking towards me. "Ayeeeeee wassup Clout" I said dabbing him up.

"Bro I haven't seen you in some years man last time I saw you was when we was at that alternative school" he said. "Man bro I know man how you been" i asked. Man he got fine af to be honest but he don't know I'm bi so yeah me also he got a booty to lol damn shorty.

"Bro I've been good but this gay boy named Tye and his new Nigga beat my ass, and also this girl named miesha goes out with Trè" he said. My heart must have dropped I was so just..... nevermind. "Bro what you got yo ass beat by a faggot hahahahahahaah" I said laughing but I didn't mean it at all man cause I'm still trapped in the closet and it's 2016 like I should have been out by now. "Bro that shit ain't funny man " he said angrily.  We chatted it up for a bit and we parted ways he got my number now so we can keep in touch.

I was just walking around talking to people until I saw Tye he was lookin real good but I seen his nigga with him and miesha and Trè.
I saw the turned his head and he was froze he was in shock to see me. "Ummm hi Tye" I said sheepishly. Tye just ran off and his bae the brown skin boy ran after him. "Why are you here" miesha said outta no where.

"I heard it was a party so I came to see what it was all about" I said. "Manman FUCK outta here with the bull shit" miesha said walking away. I assumed she went to go help that dude find Tye but Trè told me straight up he ain't fucking wit me no mo and just left man wtf. "BRO WTF" I yelled and I started punching the tree and the ground which I caused people to look I hurried and ran off man what is wrong with me.....
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Next chapter gonna be up tonight💕