Then Came Blue_ girlxgirl.

Chapter 5.

When I come to, morning light is streaming in from the glass window, its bright and beautiful, the sun is rising, its golden glow reflecting on the walls. It also helps that I'm wrapped in a warm cocoon. Blue who is sleeping behind me has her body wrapped all around me, one leg thrown over mine and one arm holding me to her, my clummy back pressed against her front. Last night I was too out of it to actually take in the moment but now its beginning to take. Her warm soft skin against mine, it feels real nice. I've always wanted to experience this, waking up in someone's arms, warm and cozy and feeling wanted.
"Mmm, feels nice," I mumble as I burrow deeper into Blue's warmth.
"You telling me," she replies softly in my ear which makes me jump a little. I didn't know she was awake.
"How long have you been up?" I ask.
"Sometime."
"So you've just been lying there staring at the back of my head?"
"Pretty much."
"Creep factor babe," I say, which makes her chuckle in my ear, then nip at my earlobe eliciting a shiver that goes through me, a sudden heat settling in the pit of my stomach.
"You like that," she asks, taking my earlobe back in the warmth of her mouth.
"Mmm." I moan, leaning into the warmth, bearing my neck just a little. Blue takes that as an invite to kiss me there, her teeth teasing the skin on my neck. I move my hand back  to hold the back of her head in place because it feels so good. The hand she has on my belly caresses my skin, feeling me up except for where I'm itching to feel her, where I want her to touch. I push my chest forward to get her hand on my breast but she still plays around it, teasing, driving me crazy.
"Blue, " I hear my voice beg.
"Yes?" Her hands still roaming everywhere except for where I want them.
"Stop teasing."
"Whatever do you mean?" She knows exactly what I mean but I sense that with her teasing, we might not get anywhere so I take hold of her hand place it on the swell of my breast. Then I turn to her and say, "That is what I mean."
She chuckles moving to prop herself on her elbow and loom slightly above me before she leaning in to capture my lips with hers but I draw back just before she gets there.
"Problem?" She asks, looking mildly concerned.
"Yeah, morning breath."
"Babe, I don't care."
"But_" I start, but she cuts me off.
"Girl, you better kiss me now or I'll hurt you,"
"Since you put it so nicely like th_" She cuts me off when she captures my lips with hers but I'm still a little conscious about it until she tags at one of my nipples making me forget anything about morning breath. I moan into the kiss, my hand tagging at her hair. My neck is turned at a weird angle that should probably hurt but I seem to have lost any any other feelings in my body that don't have anything to do with how hot my skin feels, the feel of her mouth moving against mine_ nipping, tasting, exploring, her hand on my breasts or the warmth pulling between my legs.
Her hand moves from my boob and inches lower, her fingertips playing with the waist band of my panties. I pull back from the kiss to look at her and she looks right back at me. Her dilated eyes fixed on mine, she slips her fingers about an inch inside my panties, playing with the hairs at the tip just a little, her eyes asking me a question, may I?
And that is when I begin to panic. I've never really done this before, sex I mean, more so, girl sex. Yes, I'm a virgin and I doubt Blue is. I imagine she has lots of experience with experienced girls who probably knew what to do. What if I'm not good at this? What if she doesn't like it? What if it hurts? Oh my God its going to hurt! People always say the first time hurts. Oh my God!
The panic must be showing on my face because Blue stills her hand and then withdraws it, bringing it to rest on my hip bone.
"Turn around babe," she says, pressing on my hip to turn me around and face her.
She pulls me in closer to her and says, "Riley, you know I want you right, I want you skin on mine, I want to feel you, love you, I want to touch you, taste you, everywhere_that part she says with a mischievous smile, I want all of you." This talk is turning me on, her words going through me, from my ears to my heart and to my groin, I want her just as much.
"And I think you want me too", she continues, "I can feel it in the way your body reacts to me, the way your heart races, in your kisses, the little sounds you make for me but then something just held you back right there, babe, you need to tell me."
She looks at me with a certain intensity that makes me uncomfortable so I busy myself with tracing the tattoos on her upper arm just so I'm looking anywhere but at her. How do I say it? 'Hey, look virgin extraordinary reporting for duty scared shitless its going to hurt." Or something like, 'My hymen hasn't ever been stretched or penetrated and I'm terrified that this copulation process will be excruciatingly painful.' So funny.
I'm so lost in my head it takes Blue calling me to bring me back. "Babe? Riley?"
"I uh, see I... Thing is...I've never...you know..." I say with a flippant non-commital hand gesture. Blue smiles at my antiques, bless her for finding the humor in this situation right when I seem to have forgotten how to form a complete sentence.
"No I don't, use your words, you know some of those right?" She jokes at my eye expense and I roll my eyes at her.
"Funny Blue." But I guess I should just come out and say it, rip it off like a band aid but I can't, at least not with her looking at me like that, with those eyes that look deep into the soul. So I bury my face in the crook of her neck and let it out in one fast breath, "I'veneverdonethisbefore."
From where I'm hiding my face I hear peals of laughter right in my ear. I smile too because I too know I'm being silly. She pulls back gently removing my face from her neck and bringing my eyes back to hers, she cups my cheek with her hand and says, "Riley tell me." She isn't asking, she's telling, her eyes boring into mine saying what her lips don't say, she's got me. So I tell her.
"I've never done this before." She looks at me as if waiting for the punchline but then realises there isn't one.
"This? Like with a girl? Babe, I know. You told me you've not dated a girl before," she says.
"No Blue, I mean like ever, with anyone," I elaborate. Then I see it sinking in, her eyes going a little wider.
"Never like, never?" she asks and I nod. "Like nothing ever?" I nod again and wait. Her eyes grow a bit more woder. It should be funny how big they are getting but I'm yet to find the humor in this. I feel so inexperienced, shy and inadequate right now. I'm sure she never had this problem with Skylar. Why am I even thinking about Skylar right now?
"Wow..." she breathes, moving away from me, from our embrace. She throws the covers off herself and moves to sit by the edge of the bed, silent. I throw the covers off too because suddenly it's hot and not the fun kind. What if she doesn't want no virgin. "Wow." She repeats. This time I can't help but laugh. Blue always has something to say and the fact that she's been reduced to just 'wow' is funny. She turns to glare at me where I've curled into myself hugging my knees to myself against the headboard.
 "Babe you can't laugh right now, not when I'm freaking out."
"Atleast one of us still has her power of speech," this I mummer to myself, to her I say, "Your freaking out? Over what exactly?" I also note she called me 'babe' which comforts me.
"Well I've never been with...you know," she uses the flippant hand gesture I used earlier myself.
 "No, I don't," I say but I'm just messing with her.
 "Wait, but you said you've dated guys before."
 "Affirmative," I reply.
"Stop having so much fun with this." She gets up and begins to pace. Why exactly is she freaking out? I'm wondering but then she's pacing around in just her panties so I find my mind wandering off_ she's so hot, lithe, her full breasts that bounce a little with each step, smooth but sharp hipbones where her panties are perched_
"Riley my face is up here." She snaps her fingers, bringing me back to focus. She tries to sound stern but her little smile tells me she loves that I got sidetracked by her body. I feel my face flush.
"Yes, I have been with guys but it never amounted to much," I say. "Not even a kiss," I add quietly with embarrassment.
"Was I your first kiss Riley?" I nod. She smiles so wide looking all pleased with herself, the panick forgotten momentarily, but then it returns.
"How is this possible?" She sounds outraged. "Riley I've never...with a first timer. What if I don't meet your expectations, what if I don't please you, what if I hurt you, what if_" and now she has officially worked herself into a tizzy.
"Blue, Blue, stop,"I say and she does. "Now take a deep breath," which she does, "and then come up here." I finish, tapping the space in front of me. I make myself comfortable kneeling before her and place my hands on her shoulders, rubbing to soothe.
"Blue, have you been with me in this from the beginning?" I ask.
"You know_"
"Babe just answer, have you?"
She rolls her eyes but replies anyway. "Yes."
"Have you been feeling this heat between us?" She smiles.
"Yes Riley, I have."
"Do you still want me?"
"Of course baby you know I do, but are you going somewhere with this?" This makes me smile now too.
"I am, you doofus. What I'm getting at is, if you've felt what I've been feeling, this heat between us, the connection, then we've got this. We'll do just fine." I say. I don't know how our roles got reversed. I didn't think I would be the one giving reassurances.
"You're a very wise woman you know that," she say, planting one on me.
"Then how about you show this wise woman a nice time?" I push her gently on her back by her shoulders and get on top of her.
"Good thinking," she says as she wraps her arm around my neck, her fingers in my hair bringing my lips down to hers. Her other arm wraps around my back and her leg around my waist, bringing us flash against each other. She feels so good wrapped around me like that, her  body pressed beneath me, her lips moving against mine, her hands moving against my skin.
Blue looks like a top so I'm not surprised when she flips us over bringing me to lie beneath her.
"Aerobics classes are paying off," I say into the kiss.
"You like?"
"I love,mmmh," I moan as her tongue dips into my mouth. Her lips move against mine biting, devouring me and I give back as much as I get. She kisses me everywhere, my closed eye lids, my cheeks, my jaw, my neck and I nip at her earlobe because its just there and I can and also because I want every part of her. I feel a shiver go through her. She takes my arms and pins them above my head before she goes to work trailing her lips all over my body I just want to scream.
"Oh god!" I'm going crazy, my skin feels alive and sensitive every wheres. She moves her mouth to my nipple and takes it in her mouth and my body jerks involuntarily. "Fuck baby," I whimper as the pulse travels from my nipple directly to my groin making me wet. She moves her attention to the nipple and I feel my hips jerk, seeking for any form of friction between my legs.
"Babe," Blue says against my breast, her hand gently separating my legs. Her warm breath washing over my skin and her encouraging hand have me spreading my legs for her like I'm some kind of slut but I don't care because I want her so bad. This gives room for Blue to rest between my legs and our groins coming into contact for the first time. I gasp at the contact. It feels so good, nothing has ever felt this good. That's what I think until she rolls her hips just a little and the movement has me almost flying off the bed.
"Oh fuck.Do that again!" I plead, lifting my hips into hers.
"This?" She does it again, this time harder and I think I  lose my mind. "Yeahhh." I want more, more of what, I don't know, but I just want more.
  "Babe, I want...I need to touch you." She let's my arms go from where she had them pinned and I move my hands to the skin on her back because I just need to feel her, any part of her. I move one hand to her ass and use it to push our groins harder together and the other I move to her breast. I hadn't had a chance to touch her like this before so I take her full breast in my hand and squeeze gently. I want to bring her pleasure too and when she mourns into my mouth and grinds harder into me it reassures me.
"Babe, do you wanna lose the panties? It'll feel so much better," she suggests while kissing down my stomach. I don't know how she's able to string together a full sentence right now because I can't. I just want to feel. I think I'm slow to answer so she makes a sudden move to get off me but I wrapping my legs tight around her waist rendering her immobile.
I feel kind of apprehensive about her suggestion but I don't want to stop.
"I won't do anything you don't want me to do, trust me," she says. Of course I'd trust her in this moment because I think half if not all my braincells are fried right now.
"Of course I'll trust you in this moment," I mumble. She chuckles before leaning in for a kiss.
Before biting her bottom lip between her teeth she says, "If you look this fucked out right now, I wonder how you'll look after." This gives me instantaneous butterflies. I reach out and tag said lip from between her teeth, rub my thumb across it because its all swollen and pink from our kissing.
"There's only one way to find out."
"Okay, but I kind of need some parts of my body to get our panties off," she replies cheekly making me realise I have her in some vise like grip so I release her with an
"Oh, right."
She gets up and takes off her panties before she slowly pulls off mine too, throwing them somewhere behind her. I'm still admiring how beautiful she is when she climbs back on top of me, lying between my legs with nothing between us now.
Blue trails a finger along my body, from my sternum to my boobs, she circles my nipples just a little and I  moan, arching my back into the touch. Her finger moves on lower, over my stomach down to my wetness.
"Babe, I want you so bad," I say lifting my hips and opening myself to her. I've never felt as uninhibited as I feel right now. I'm so beyond myself I don't even care how I look exposed like this.
 "I can tell," Blue says dipping her finger gently massaging my clit in circles.
"Yes baby," I hiss. She moves her finger around, swirling it around my folds, my clit, opening me up and it's  driving me crazy.
"That feels so good." I arch off the bed, head thrown back with eyes closed and I let my body take over, let myself feel. The pressure of her fingers on my clit increases a bit and so does the pleasure. She flicks my clit with her tongue and I cry out as a bolt of pleasure goes through me like a current. I cry out as she keeps rubbing. I can't keep my body still, it jerks, it twists, undulates, my hips keep rolling and my legs opening wider, my hands grip the sheets so hard I'm worried I might break a nail.
"You look so beautifully slutty right now, spread open for me like this, just for me." Blue says from somewhere above me, her fingers never stopping their torture, her words turning me on even more.
"Just fo_for you," I let out between pants.I want to feel her skin on me, I want to feel her weight on me.
"Blue, I need...I want_" I can't even form a coherent statement, that's how out of it I am.
 "What do you want baby, anything," she says, fingers never quitting, reducing me to whimpering mess.
"You. I want your skin," I manage and she gives me exactly what I ask for. She lowers her body on top of mine. She lies flat against me, every inch of her skin touching mine, her wetness pressed against mine. She growls into my mouth the same time I let out a throaty moan. Her hips begin to move, grinding into me, the movement bringing with it so much pleasure.
"Blue," It is a hoarse plea as my body began to shake, lift, looking for as much friction as I can get, never wanting this feeling to end.
"Oh God babe, you're driving me crazy," Blue pants into my mouth. We aren't kissing, we are just panting into each other, sharing the same air. There's an occasional bite or clashing of teeth but we are so consumed with our passion. I feel myself drawing closer to the edge. I want to be consumed by Blue, by this passion, I want to scream, I want more, I want everything Blue.
"Blue." It's seems that's all I can do, keep calling her name.
"I'm close," she whispers and I whimper because her saying it draws me closer to the edge too. "I need you to come babe," she adds. I nod my head at her because I can't be bothered to talk. I'm too busy chasing a high, right there, right there, almost...
The feeling starts building from between my legs and it spreads to my limbs, I can feel it in my blood pulsing, my muscles beginning to twitch, I feel my body letting go yet consuming me at the same time. A toe curling orgasm crushes into me. I feel it in my entire body, I throw my head back, nails digging into the flesh on her back and scream out her name. I don't  even recognise my own voice .
I hear Blue let out a sexy groan and her body begins to shake and tremble on top of mine, her teeth sinking into the flesh on my shoulder, her own orgasm coursing through her. "Riley," she whimpers before collapsing weightless on top of me crushing me between herself and the mattress but I'm not even bothered to move because I can't feel my limbs. I can however feel the little post orgasm tremors going through her body.
"I think I died and went to heaven," she whispers from the inside of my neck, her lips ticklish against my skin.
"I hear you babe but if you don't get off me soon, I think one of us is going to be dead for real," I tease. She laughs as she gets off me and flops to the side.
"So?" She asks.
"So? So what?" I know what she's asking but I can't let the opportunity to tease her pass me by.
"You know. First time and all, how did I do?" She asks, shifting to face me and draw me into her arms. It's so lovely that she always wants to be close.
"I think the scratch marks on your skin can answer that for you."
"You are scratcher," she says, planting a small little kiss between my eyes.
"Yeah, says the biter," I reply, tracing her teeth marks on my shoulder. "Any way, I loved every second," I add.
"And so when do you think we'll be doing that again?"
"Oh, pretty soon honey, pretty soon," I say as I pull her into a gentle kiss. "And to think you were worried," I whisper.
"Oh, I am worried but about the noise complaint from the neighbours." I give her a quizzical look. "Honey, you're pretty vocal," she elaborates.
"Aghhh! I feel so embarrassed right now." I bury my face against her chest and hide there. She chuckles and kisses the top of my head.
"You don't have to be, I love it." I look up at her then, into her beautiful brown eyes that I love so much and I find myself saying the cheesiest thing ever.
"And I love every second with you," I say. Her eyes focus on me intensely, unsmiling but when she finally speaks, her reply is light to difuse the intensity of the moment and I appreciate it.
"Lay it on me girl."
"Idiot." I swat her on the butt since we are just laying there naked in each others arms.
"Wanna go take a bath now?" She asks.
"Not yet, still can't feel my legs." We laugh at that together as she burrows closer into me, resting her head on my chest and we fall asleep like that.
* * *
We wake up again about three hours later and its around noon now. We take a bath, share a bowl of cereal as we talk about our family and friends but mostly my friends since I met hers yesterday so I mostly tell her about mine. There's Shae who she met at the club that first night we met, my roommate and sweet friend whom I'm quite not sure how she'd feel about me being anything but straight. Then there's Louise. I think they would easily like each other because sarcasm attracts sacarsm. Lynn and Julie are just my friends by association, they came with Shae. With every friend I mention she asks me how they'd feel about my orientation and I tell her I don't know about Shae, Louise would most likely be okay because she's all for "let live" and then Lynn and Julie, those ones I'm sure would throw me to the wolves. They don't even watch Orange Is The New Black.
Sunday is laundry day for her so she asks me to push her to the laundromat.
"Laundromat like a real laundromat?" I ask.
"Yeah, is there any other kind?"
"First tell me, like in the movies with the washing machines and shit?"
"Yeah babe, that's what a laundromat is." Hm, I thought those were only on TV because the rest of us hand wash our clothes. "Do you know any other kind?" She asks loading her laundry basket.
"Oh yeah, you should see our laundromat at the hostel."
"Tell me."
"Well, its usually a bunch of us with multiple basins hand washing our clothes. If you've just done your nails then you can pay someone to wash for you.they wash for you," I explain. So the rudimental kind basically.
"Babe I don't think_okay maybe that could also be called one because laundry is being done and sometimes people pay for it so I guess there can be more than one kind."
The wash is in the basement of the apartment building. There's a marble counter so I hop on there and watch Blue sort her laundry, watching the flex of her arm muscles as she works, the way her shorts hang low on her ass, her worn tank exposing so much skin. I notice she worries her bottom lip between her teeth when she's busy, or concetrating. She's just so pretty.
"Riley, are you listening to me?" She snaps me out of my thoughts.
"Uh, sorry, what?"
"I hope you're not thinking about another girl or you and I will have words," she says, coming to stand between my legs.
"There's no other girl for me," I say, bringing my face down for a kiss. It's funny how a few weeks ago I'd never have imagined myself ever saying something like that.
"I was asking when you'll need me to drop you off," she repeats.
"Getting tired of me so soon?"
"Riley, if I had my way you'd never leave," she says and I feel my insides melt.
"In the evening. I'm not ready to leave too, yet."
Laundry doesn't take long since they were only a weeks worth of clothing. We go back to the apartment and lounge in bed listening to music on her phone for the rest of the day. When its a song she particularly likes, she'll get up and dance while I watch. There's something adorable about a dancing Blue yet hot at the same time. Never knew adorable and hot could be used in the same sentence but what do you know. When she tries to pull me up to join her, I won't burge.
"Its just me hon."
"Nope."
"Hmm, I'll let it go just this one day," she says. Placing her phone down on the nightstand, she walks to me with a certain look in her eyes. I know that look, the one where her pupils get blown the black almost covering the brown. My breath catches in my throat. I'm lying on my front so she gets on top of me, sitting astride my ass.
"What shall we do with our time now?" She asks, lightly kissing along my shoulders and back.
"We can think of something" I say, turning around to lie on my back and that's the only go ahead she needs before she starts kissing me hungrily. By the time we come up for air its already 5:00pm and evening is drawing closer. A cloud of sadness hovers above us now, both of us dreading the coming hours. We can't seem to be a breathe away from each other for more than a second, both of us trying to make sure we don't waste a single minute of our time together.
"Okay, we are just being silly. It's not like one of us is dying." "Come let's heat up something and eat, my stomach is beginning to chew on itself."
"Always the voice of reason," I say, swatting her lightly on the ass as she walks past me to the kitchen.
"You know it. Now get in here."
"Yes bossy pants."
We entertain ourselves with stories of young Blue and Riley having some leftover pizza from last night. Blue tells me about how she would sneak food out of the house for some stray cats even when her mother mom sternly warned her against those wild beasts. I can picture a little Blue sneaking around with leftover cat food. I tell her about a time I planted a nail in someone's bed because they had pissed me off and she laughs so hard at this.
"Wow. Remind me never to piss you off you psycho," she says.
"You calling me 'psycho' isn't you not pissing me off baby," I point out which sends her into more peals of laughter.
I take a bath later, Blue washed my clothes too so I get out of her sweats and tank into my own clothes. She kisses me so hard by the door, pressing me against the wall and devouring my mouth.
"I miss you already," she whispers brokenly.
 "Me too babe, me too."
She kisses me again to her fill because she knows she won't be able to do it once we step out of the house, not because of anything else but because I'm not out yet. She drops me off at the hostel at around 8:00pm. We passed somewhere to pick up some food for my roommate. We sit in the car for what seems like hours but is just minutes holding hands, both of us not ready to let go yet.
"So,I'll call you," she finally says.
"I'll miss you until then," I reply. She brings our joined hands to her lips and kisses the center of my palm. At the back of my mind I know I should probably check to make sure no one is watching our exchange but I'm so lost in the depth of her eyes. I really do love her eyes.
"Bye."I whisper as I get out. I walk away from her but my feet seem heavy, lifting them needs too much effort. My phone vibrates in my purse so I pull it out and bring it to my ear, a smile already on my face.
"Miss me already?" She says in my ear. I turn back to where I can still see her in the car, phone pressed to her ear, her smile mirroring mine.
"Go home Blue."