Ever wondered how much time it takes for one to become an addict? I'll tell you what I think, faster than you can even blink. How do I know this? Because I think I'm addicted to Blue and right now I'm going through withdrawal or it could be just a hot night but I'm ready to jump out of my skin. I miss her so bad and it's just Tuesday. I can feel the longing in my heart, my bones, my blood, agghhh! I need to see her, touch her, feel her skin, see her smile, look into her eyes, smell her perfume, feel her arms around me. I bet this is how withdrawal feels. I want to crawl out of my skin or just out of my bed and run to her. I could use a fix of Blue right now but I don't know when I'll be seeing her again.
Not that we haven't talked about it but we've both been so busy we haven't had time. She was swamped at work all day yesterday, apparently people are into tattoos these days and Tuesday is my day for endless lectures so now here we are,Tuesday night and my system is about to give. Maybe I could just go over to her place? But its only been two days, you can't be that clingly. That is being clingy right? And what if_
"Hey, I'm heading out for a bit, I'll be right back," Shae's voice cuts into my thoughts. I look up from the notes I'm supposed to be reading but haven't even been able to read more than a paragraph of.
"Okay, sure," I reply but I know she won't be coming back. She says that every time she's going to Brain's. I don't know if she even realises she uses the same line every time.
"And either read that book or call him already, you've been staring at that page for ages. That's if you don't want to flunk tomorrow's test." she adds as she walking out and closing the door behind her.
I might or might not have a test tomorrow_the lecturer didn't confirm, but I can't seem to get my head in the game. Maybe she's right, I should just call her. Maybe hearing her voice will help. So I pick up my phone and dial.
"Hey, its me," I say when she picks up.
"I know Riley, I have your number saved," she replies. If it were someone else I'd think they are being rude but that's just Blue being Blue.
"Do you ever take a break?" I ask.
"From what, being my charming self? Now why would I do that?"
"Your so full of it."
"You know you like it," she replies and I can tell she's smirking even when I'm not seeing her.
"So, its a hot night huh?" I miss you so bad is what I want to say but I'm not very good with emotional things, expressing them I mean. I have no problem feeling them.
She laughs at what I say. "If we are going to talk about the weather then I'm worried we are doing something wrong. Tell me babe, what's up?"
"I miss you."
"Oh thank fuck," she let's out on a relieved breath, "It's been killing me not to call you and say it, tell you how badly I miss you. I didn't want to seem a bit too much." She sounds meek when she says that last part.
"We are quite the pair aren't we."
"Can I come see you, its killing me babe. I know your friends don't know about this but I promise, we won't do anything, I just want to see you," she says, a little urgency in her voice. I would agree to anything right now as long as I got to see her, plus she sounds like she really badly wants this and I want to see her just as much.
"Okay." I have barely gotten it out and I can already hear her moving around.
"Tell me what room is yours baby," she asks.
"LS18."
"Be there in five."
"Hold on fast & furious, I want to see you but I'd prefer you be alive so please, drive safe."
"Okay mother, I'll be there as soon as I can." I imagine her rolling her eyes as she says this.
She hangs up and I'm up in a flash. I dash to the bathroom and take a quick shower, you never know where the night might take us after all Shae is out.
* * *
Twenty minutes later I'm pacing in the confines of my small room, maybe I shouldn't have told her to take her time. I'm getting rather impatient. Every time I hear footsteps outside my door my heart skips a mile a minute but it isn't her every time. How long does it take_. And then comes the knock. I pull the door open so fast I'm sure I've rocked it off its hinges but I don't care, I only care about the person behind it. She's in her sweats and a paint stained vest so I know she didn't bother to change. A warm feeling blossoms in my chest knowing she rushed here for me. It feels good to be wanted.
"Is that all you chose to wear? And I'm supposed to keep my hands off you?," she says immediately, looking me up and down in my silk night shorts and top. The way she looks at me gets me hot in an instant.
"Who said anything about keeping your hands off me?"
I pull her in by the fabric of her shirt and she easily lets me. I crush my lips to hers, slamming the door closed behind her. I'm certain of the answering need in Blues kiss as her hands circle around me before dropping down to grip my ass. The only sound in the room is the muted volume of the small TV and our combined breathes. I open my legs to assume a wider stance and Blue moves one of here between them and I press closer into her needing more contact, more everything.
She pulls back a fraction, tracing kisses along my jaw and down the column of my neck. "What about your roommate?" I tilt my head back, not wanting Blues kisses to miss even an inch of bare skin. Her kisses leave goosebumps along my skin, sending showers of electricity down my spine.
"She's out for the night."
"Then let's have fun." Blue shoves against my chest, gently pushing me to sit down the edge of the bed before going down in her knees. She pushes my legs apart and moves between them, pulling my shorts off.
"I've dreamt about doing this since the first time I saw you," she says, leaning forward to place a kiss on my stomach.
So we are doing this now! Okay! Omg...What if...what if....oh shit...
"We are doing this now?" I begin to freak out as usual.
"Baby, I'm not down on my knees to pray," she says, moving her lips along my thighs and on instinct my thighs treacherous thighs part as if they have a mind of their own. "Don't worry, you'll love every minute."
"Okay wait, I need to lock the door first, in case someone decides this is a good time to visit," I say pushing gently on her shoulders.
"Hurry up then." She sits back on her legs and waits. When I've secured the door, I get back in position, sitting in front of her again with my heart is going a mile a minute, both from panick and arousal just from thinking about what's to come.
"Babe relax and breathe, I won't bite." She brings her hands back to my thighs, rubbing and soothing. "Now lean back and relax, I got you." She looks up at me through her long lashes, her lips on my thigh. Her hands caress up and down my thighs causing me to spread my legs wider. She runs her hands outside of my legs then back inside my thighs. She stops at the apex between my legs and places a thumb over the soft material of my knickers, feeling the wetness already there.
"Can I take these off?"
"Yes. Okay."
She tags at the waistband and slides them off, ,kissing every inch of skin along the way and leaving a trail of goosebumps all over my skin.
"That makes me so hot."
"You are so beautiful Riley and I want to love this body of yours." She pushes the hem of my nightie all the up and takes it off so now I'm just seated naked before her. With the tip of her tongue, she toys with my belly button, licking and biting small circles around it. She stretches up and brings her lips to my breast, loving my nipple with her tongue. Small incoherent sounds break from my lips and I support my body with both hands on the bed.
"Blue, " I say, my voice lower than the usual.
"My God, look at you." She says continuing to move her hands over my body in no apparent pattern as if committing every curve to memory. She slides her hands down my sides and rests them on my hips, looking up at me with hooded eyes. "I've never seen anyone more beautiful," she says, reverence in her voice.
She's torturing me, with her hands, her lips, and her words. I'm aching.
"Please Blue." I bring one of my hands and run it through her hair. "I need you."
"Let me," she says, gently nudging my things further apart until she has me exposed to her. I had forgotten what Blues touch could do to my body, how her fingers had the power to control my body, make my body sake and sing. She lightly kisses the inside of my thigh, her tongue torturously and slowly moving towards my crown. Her warm wet tongue swipes against my clit causing my hips to jerk.
"Fuck!" I hear myself say and she continues to work me with her mouth.
"Do you like that?"
"Don't stop, " I think I say.
"Not a chance," she says, her tongue going back on me. I tag hard on her hair. "Babe, watch the hair."
"Oh, I'm sorry." With some very expert strokes of the tongue, she brings me to crashing orgasm that courses through my entire body I never want it to stop. All shaken and spent, I collapse against the bed catching my breath. As awareness returns to me, I open my eyes and find myself staring at the white ceiling, Blue resting her head on my thigh from where she now sits between my legs drawing small patterns on my other thigh.
"I think you wrecked me," I say, running my hand through her hair.
"How about that for I missed you?" She kisses the inside of my thigh, getting off the floor to come lie next to me. "Come here and kiss me," she says, pulling me into her but I push her away.
"Not happening."
"What? You can't be serious right now?"
"Oh, but I am. I don't want to taste, you know." I gesture sheepishly, getting up to find her some mouth wash.
"I don't think its nice of you to be this way when you haven't even returned the favour yet," she grumbles, taking the mouth wash from me and tossing it somewhere behind her. She grabs my hand and pulls me down before getting on top of me.
"Kiss me," she says, looking down at me unwaveringly and like a moth to a flame, my lips move up to find hers.
Blue lifts her top over her head, never taking her eyes off mine. Her sweat pantss and panties follow soon after. She isn't wearing a bra so her small round breasts are suddenly right there for me to play with. My eyes move down her exposed body, all silky smooth tight muscles. I swallow, my mouth suddenly going dry.
"Kiss me again please," she pleads, pulling me into her arms, right where I want to always be.
"I need you now baby," she whispers into the kiss, squeezing me harder to her.
"Well you aren't in charge right now," I say, flipping us over so she's at the bottom.
"Ouch!" She screams as her head hits the wall.
"Oh my God babe I'm so sorry. That never happens in the movies. I'm so so sorry."
She laughs as she rubs the spot on her head. "This is not a movie Riley." She sounds serious but she's smiling.
"I know, I'm really sorry babe," I say, soothingly trailing my hand on her warm skin, her breasts. I pinch her nipple in my fingers and she moans out so loud.
"You're on the right path to earning my forgiveness," she says, "But I need_" She guides my hand to between her legs.
"You're so wet."
"For you, since I got here," she pants. I rub her with my fingers while leaning in to bring her nipple into my mouth.
"Like that?"
"Yeah. Do you have any idea what your touch does to me?"
"Why don't you tell me."
"You drive me crazy," she says as I blow softly on her nipple making her produce a whimpering sound that goes straight to my heart.
I love touching her, making her feel this way, eliciting these sounds from her. "I love touching you."
"Ry...I want_" she starts then decides its better to show me. She takes my hand and slowly guides my fingers inside her. We both gasp at the same time, mine in surprise because its so warm,and tight,very tight.
"It's so warm inside you" I can hear the awe in my own voice which I think is what makes her smile at me. I move my fingers around experimentally and she gasps again, opening her legs wider.
"Yes baby, but ,a little more sure this time," she says and so I do as she asks,I pull out and thrust back in. She moans louder with every movement of my fingers, her cries of pleasure filling the room. This has to be the hottest thing ever, seeing her undone like this, her walls gripping my fingers like a vise.
"Please,"she cries, burying her face in my shoulder. "Your driving me fucking crazy." Her nails dig into the flesh on my hip. "I can't_ don't stop. I'm close." Her hand now rubbing herself too is the most erotic most filthy thing and I think I like filthy.
"That's so dirty and hot," I say, my hips rocking against her thigh involuntarily, seeking some friction between my thighs too.
"Hump me." She sounds to breathless. "Let me feel you against me." I lift my leg a little and bring my groin against her thigh and rub myself against her. I feel so dirty humping away on her leg like that but it only gets me hotter.
"Fuck! I can feel you...wet, on my leg."I remember something I might have read somewhere about the female orgasm so I twist my fingers up a little and when her mouth opens on a silent scream and her teeth dig into the flesh of my shoulder, I know I've hit the spot. It doesn't take long after that for her to go over the edge. Seeing her like that gets me there too, to my second orgasm of the day.
"Fuck!"
"You can say that again," she says in a croaky voice. "You dirty dog, humping me like that?" She says, almost managing to look scandalized.
"Shut up Blue." "I just did that, didn't I? I just fucked someone?" There's a disbelief in my voice.
"You did, and you were amazing!" She says, planting a wet one on my cheek.
"So how did you know to do that finger thing at the end?" She curls her fingers upward in demonstration.
"I read it somewhere."
"Glad to know your mild geekiness comes in handy."
"I'm not a geek, I just read a lot of erotica."
"Keep reading then. So can we sleep now? I want to hold you in my arms."
"Give me a second, I have to leave the door open for when Shae gets back in the morning." It's what we do when the other is out, we don't lock the door just in case the other gets back. No sleep interruptions.
"You sleep with the door unlocked? Babe that can't be safe," she says looking at me with concern me from where she's lying naked on my bed.
"Don't worry, this hostel is safe." I get back into bed and scoot in close to her and put a sheet over us.
"Come here, " she tags me closer,every inch of my body touching hers, a mass of entangled limbs.
"Mmmh, you feel like forever." I say, my hands moving all over her body andit isn't long before we are both a sleep.
* * *
I'm woken up by the touch of Blue's fingers feeling me up. I could get used to waking up like this.
"Mmmh..." It feels real good and I start moving my hips into it.
"Babe, are you awake?" She asks. Blue's here. This morning couldn't get any better.
"I don't know, but keep going."
"Not until you're fully awake, I'm not necrophiliac." Now that has me up fully.
"You do know necrophilia is for the dead right?" I ask, squeezing the hand between my legs.
"Same difference, sleeping is like being half dead. Now let go of my hand," she says wriggling it between my legs. I release my hold and she starts her exploration again.
"Babe, what time is it?" I ask, looking at the morning light streaming in through the window."Mmm, that feels good."
"About 8:00am, " she replies, planting kisses along my jaw line.
"What! 8:00am!?" I jump up, a movement that pushes her off me. "Shit! I have a test in an hours time!"
"Wow, you're really bad at the morning after thing baby," she laughs, sitting up now too.
"Oh, I'm so sorry. I'd love to do this now but_"
"Its fine, I need to go home get ready for work anyway." She gets out of bed and starts tagging on her clothes. I get up too and go around her, pulling on my night shirt and panties before circling my arms around her and kissing her shoulder blades.
"I promise, next time we will do this right, hmm."
She turns around to face me. "Its okay Riley, we have lives to lead." She pulls me in a embrace, my head resting comfortably on her shoulder right where the huge tattoo on her shoulder starts going down to cover her upper arm.
"I'll see you_"
The door flies open startling us and we jump apart I'm sure we look as guilty as we are. Lou comes crashing in looking all panicked and frazzled. It's test time so yeah, Lou will be panicking all over the place, not that this stops her from coming too of the class.
"Riley! Riley! I need to borrow some of your notes like right_" she stops still when she notices two of us standing there looking as sheepish as hell. Some of us are barely dressed and Blues hand on my arm. I hadn't felt it until now.
"Oh, hi," she says, looking between Blue and I, eye brow raised in questioningly. "Did I walk in on something?" My hearts beats so fast in my chest I'm afraid its looking for a way out. Then her eyes fall on Blues arms and her thoughts are immediately redirected. "Wow, those are some cool tattos." And I take in my first breath since she walked in.
"Thanks. Hi, I'm Blue."
"Blue huh?" She shoots me a look I'll pretend I didn't see. "Well Blue with the tattoos, nice to meet you. I'm Louise."
"Louise, I've heard some cool stuff about you," Blue says.
"And that's all you'll ever hear about me because I'm cool like that."
"And modest too I see," I chip in, making both of them chuckle.
"Again, I really love the tattoos." Lou says, her eyes taking in Blues arms. Lou has always wanted a tattoo herself. "I've always wanted one."
"Then you should get one. I work at a shop, you should come by sometime," Blue says, pulling a business card from her sweats. Who the heck carries a business card in their sweat pants? Lou and I are thinking the same thing because she asks.
"You carry these around in your sweatpants?"
"You never know when you'll find some new business, like right now." She smiles so widely at us feeling so good about herself.
"Where on earth did this dork find you? You're way cooler than she is," Lou says but without any malice.
"I am cool!"
Lou motions her hand at the whole of me. "A cool person would never say that." I look at Blue and she's nodding in agreement, laughter dancing in her eyes.
"Fuck you both."
"Not into threesomes but thank you," Lou says, same moment Blue says,"Three is a crowd." They look at each other in agreement like they are agreeing to an important matter of state.
"You two probably shouldn't have met. So Lou, how about those notes?" I say turning to Lou.
"Oh yeah, " She goes off to ransack through my pile of notes I discarded somewhere on the floor yesterday, notes that I probably didn't read well enough.
"And you," I turn to Blue. "Work, remember?"
"Yes ma'am," she says with a smile. "Do I get a hug before I go?" She whispers, arms open. I move into her arms and she holds me for a few seconds or minutes, I can't tell because we don't know when we might see each other again. "You're cool to me", she whispers against my ear, her breathe making me shiver. She pulls back after what is probably not the most 'just friends' hug if there has ever been one and looks at me. Sometimes when she does that everything else around me fades into the background. Today isn't one of those times because I can see Lou from my peripheral vision disorganising my papers, my notes. If an elephant walked into this room right now, it wouldn't make as much a mess.
"Miss me," she says.
"You do the same." She gives me one last lingering look and turns to leave.
"Hey, it was nice meeting you Blue." Lou says.
"Yeah, same here." She picks up her keys from the floor where she must have dropped them when she came in, something I completely missed. She turns back one last time and says, "Bye." At the back of my mind I know we arent being the most careful or subtle but I'm not too worried about Lou. I give her a little wave before she closes the door and she's gone.
Lou doesn't waste any time. "Blue huh?" She's not looking at me as she talks, busy reading through some notes.
"Yeah." I busy myself putting my toiletries together.
"I see," she says.
"You see what exactly?" Lou has a keen eye for the little things like lingering glances, unnecessary touches, but no one said I can't play dumb. I'm not really afraid to tell Lou what's going on but I'm just, I'm just not ready. With Lou I'm not ready, it's with the others that I'm just dead on terrified.
"Oh, just something I'm reading here, nothing to do with you at all," she replies, waving her hand dismissively at me. I know she's lying but if she wants to play it that way, it works for me too.
"Alright, I'll let you read but the seat next to you is mine."
I now have about thirty five minutes to shower and get to campus, shit! I hate running late. Lou however it seems still has some questions.
"Quite affectionate huh?" When I raise an eyebrow at her she adds, "The hug."
"Oh,I guess." I shrug nonchalantly. "But will you stop with the 'huhs' already?"
"Riley, do you have anything you want to tell me?" Now she turns to look at me with concern.
"Nope," I shake my head.
"You sure? You know you can tell me_"
"Anything I know, but not this time." I insist. Maybe some other time.
I grab my towel and toiletries. "Count to five and I'll be right back."
"Ha! Five? I've never gone past three with you. How you take such quick showers I'll never know."
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Then Came Blue_ girlxgirl.
RomanceRiley is living her life simply and uncomplicated. All she has to worry about is her school work and her friends constantly nagging her to get out more when all she would rather do is lie in bed with a good book. A night out with a friend, something...