prove me wrong (joshler)

•chapter 5•

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MINOR TRIGGER WARNING

joshs p.o.v:

11:15 is what i was told and so i was here in the boys bathroom waiting for tyler. i didn't want it to seem like i was excited to see him or anything, i just wanted to know the guy you know. but i do admit, i was worried about him all throughout first through fourth period and when we have biology together i was peeking under my shirt just to make sure he was alright. it hurt to see that boy like that and it hurt even more to see him crying this morning. his eyes looked sad, that's one of the first things i noticed about him and he was always looking down-
my thoughts were interrupted by tyler walking in through the door.

"hey are you alright?" i ask him.
he's looking down and his hands are fumbled in front of his waist and his beautiful brown hair was as fluffy as ever.
"you can trust me you know..." i say assuringly "i might understand and be able to help..."
"i..." tyler takes a quick breath. "its a long story." he finally answers.
"ive got time."

tyler takes a deep breath and begins.

"i grew up normally you know... there wasn't anything wrong really... and i was 15 and i came out to my parents as...gay. my mom was semi ok with it but my dad hates me for it and he wants me out of the house."
tylers breath started quickening and i rest my hand on his shoulder.
"are you alright?" i ask.
"yes thank you" he starts again
"my dad goes out a lot.... like a lot and mom goes on vacations and she.... she.... well you don't... josh-i." he cuts off and looks at me straight in the eyes which means he's probably means he's going to say something i really need to hear.
"y-yes tyler?" i whisper.
"i want to die... you see you don't really have to know everything about me but i cut myself and i have this thing.... a-a voice in..side my head that t-tells me to do things like last night i took some pills and-"
my arms cut tyler off with a hug and to my surprise he hugged back. tight.
he sobbed into my shoulder, the poor boy sobbed and i could hear his pain in each breath and i wanted to keep him safe.
"tyler, i need you to know that im here for you. even though we just met yesterday ill be here if you need to talk about anything or even just get your mind off things." i say to give him some assurance.
the boy nods his head and swallows.

then he rolls up his sleeve
to reveal the rows and slashes of red gashes in his arm.
i was in shock and i didn't really know what to do i just held the bottom of his wrist gently and looked at them with sadness. no ive never done this in my life but if someone or something can make somebody, like tyler, sad enough to actually want to make marks in his skin and want to die... just think about that.
"tyler...no you-...no please." again my arms throw around him and i squeeze.
"don't do this to yourself, it might se like no one cares but i do and if you ever need anything then- here let me see your phone."
tyler hands me his phone from his pocket and unlocks it for me.

as im putting my number in his phone, he speaks up again:
"i tried last night..."
"no tyler please." i was begging now.
"my mom saw and she freaked out and i just ignored her this morning and came to school."
"tyler I-"

we were interrupted by the P.A system throughout the school.

"tyler joseph, please report to the front office with your belongings, you are being picked up. tyler joseph."

the intercom ends and our eyes meet again. he's just so fragile...
"ill see you tomorrow then." he says with a weak smile.
"hey man, text me when you get home." i was trying to sound not so creepy but normal.
"yeah sure." he says and he walks over and gives me the slightest hug which made my heart melt.

wait what.

"see ya tomorrow josh." he says as he walks out the doors into the office. once again leaving me standing in the bathroom.

aye there's a short chapter for you ;)) I've been so free lately so expect chapters often up until next week that's when i start school but ill update whenever i can. remember to leave a comment vote and share this if you can!!
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