prove me wrong (joshler)

•chapter 10•

fuck it here you go
a new chapter
thank you all for the love and support it really was emotional for me to go through that it now im ready to continue this book:)) but i also started school but ill still try to update as much as i can. love you guys! and don't be afraid to vote comment and share this story!! -ella

tylers p.o.v

the scent of the hospital filled the area we all were in. since the fact we were in a hospital... such poetry tyler, good job👍🏻! we all sat at a small table, torward the right side of the hallway and they all talked loudly while coloring with crayons out of maleahs my little pony coloring book. i sort of sat there in silence until ella slid me a coloring page of "rainbow dash" and the colors of the rainbow in crayons.
"is this supposed to mean something?" i teased at her. "
she laughed and said "only for my gay boy" and she ruffled my hair. carter did the same and he gasped "OH MY GAWSH ITS SO FUCKING FLUFFY"
and so they all took turns fluffing y hair. not gonna lie it was pretty funny.

maleah looked me in the eye and said "look i know you have no idea what's going on but we're here to answer questions if you need them answered." first i was confused then realized i was in a hospital and nodded. my first question slipped "how long do we stay here and where do we go?" just then a hospital room door was opened to reveal a teenage boy a little younger than me, in a hospital gown riding on a gurney by two paramedics, out. out of the unit possibly??
maleah pointed at him. "he's jut like us" he said. "once a behaviorial health hospital has enough room for you and a bed, then an ambulance will take you there for however long you need it."  i couldn't believe my ears. it's like we weren't even treated like people... more like animals. "how long would that be for m-me?" i asked again.
this time ella answered " look it really depends on your situation, if you have an abusive life at home and don't wanna be there for a while, i recommend not doing your work there and messing around. but if it's more of yourself and you wanna go hang with your friends out of here and smoke then be a good boy and do your shit and pretend to be happy and you'll get right out " she explained.
but what if i don't know what i want? i asked myself.. i don't want to go home to face my parents but i also want to go home to see josh. what if he's disappointed in me? what if he dosent even care? god i had so many questions...

hang out time ended for the afternoon and so we had to go back in our rooms for visits and dinner. nurse jenna brought me macaroni and cheese with chocolate milk and she smiled and she slid closed my sliding glass door. i whipped through the tv while shoving my face and i stumbled on keeping up with the kardashians. not gonna lie it's really funny. just then my parents walked in..
i looked up but just ignored them.
"hi baby," my mom said but again i just glanced at her. "how are you?" She asked again.
"I'm fine" I answer and I notice my dad looks pissed.
"Well how do you like it here?!" My dad basically yells at me.
"Why are you even here just go home dad! You don't want to see your fuck up of a son?!" And with that he storms out and my mom still remains. "If you need anything ill get it for you sweetie" and she gives me a hug.
"Mom?" I ask
"Yes Tyler?" She says again.
"Can I get a notebook and something to write with?" I ask nervously
"Yeah baby ill bring it for you tomorrow"
tears started to well in my eyes after she left, mostly because of my dad.

i looked over at maleah who had one lady in her room, probably her mom and she waved at me and i smiled. and i looked over at ella, she had her light off but the light of her tv could help me see her face. she had no visitors. she met eyes with me again and wrote something down with crayons and a lined sheet of paper. the small girl held it up to the window for a few seconds before waving and taking a nap.

"I RECOMMEND STAYING LONGER AT THE HOSPITAL, YOULL MEET SO MANY GREAT PEOPLE"

that night she slept trough me, carters, and maleahs card session. until its was 10:30 and we had to go to sleep. maleah hugged me good night and so did carter. and i continued watching kuwtk till about 3 am. and all i thought about was josh...

pretty short chapter but aye whaddup. be sure to vote and leave comments!! and please share this story it would mean so much:)) thank you all for reading and standing by while you waited. You guys are the best ❤️