SwanQueen one-shots

Morrilla

"Jen!" I snapped out of my gaze and remembered I was in a scene. With no other than Lana Parrilla.
"Can we do that again?" The director nodded and they started again. I looked at Lana.
"Emma we need to find her before she wrecks this town." I looked down then at her again. Right now I was portraying Emma with her heart stolen my the Evil Queen.
"No. She hasn't done anything yet. We should wait till we have more information." She looked at me funnily.

I sighed as it was now ten at night and I was dragging my ass to my trailer for the night.
"Jen! Jennifer Morrison don't you walk away from me." I kept walking because I didn't feel like talking to her.
She caught up to me but didn't grab me instead she walked beside me.
"What do you want? I've had a long day and I'm really in need for a shower and some sleep before I have to wake up at six thirty in the god fucking mourning." I snapped unlocking my trailer.
"I want to talk with you." I turned slightly and looked at her.
"Why would you want to have a conversation with me when you probably need to call your husband and talk to him?" I said in my normal tone. She glared before grabbing my hand and pulling me into my own trailer. She closed the door and made me sit on the couch.
"Okay what's up?" She asked crossing her arms.
"Nothing that concerns you." I snapped.
"Jennifer Marie Morrison. Tell me what is wrong before I do something that will make you wish you told me." She threatened. I felt myself become aroused by her authority but I pushed it aside now was not the time nor with her in front of me.
"I'm on my fucking period happy?" I asked sarcastically. She sized me up.
"You're a bad liar but I know that already. Remember I used your shower yesterday because mine wasn't working?" I nodded still glaring.
"If I promise to tell you when I want to will you leave me alone?" I asked sighing. She nodded slowly.
"Can't say that much about Ginny though. I might have told her that you were acting stranger than what we were already doing." I rolled my eyes and groaned.
"Ugh." She giggled and pulled me off the couch. She kissed my cheek before hugging me.
"Have a good night." I half smiled.
"You too." With that she left leaving me alone.
I got in the shower and let it fall on me as I thought.
I feel like one out of a million people when you're around. I can't do anything to control my train of thought.
Slowly undressing your perfect body trying to hide my feelings because you're already taken. Taken by someone that makes you smile when some one says their name.
Everyone thinks I have everything I need. But they don't know how wrong they are. I need you.
You're the only thing I need in this world. I see your smile and smile bigger because I can't help thinking what if that was mine?
What would happen if I was the one you smiled about when someone mentioned my name?
What if all these questions that will go unanswered?
That's because they are questions that I can't risk asking because if I did I'd loose what I already had with you.
Having just a little you in my life is enough.
No one knows of all the SwanQueen pictures I have in a locked file on my phone or the videos I look up just to relive the moments that we have shared.
I washed and got out of the shower and got ready for bed.
When I was sitting on my bed starring at tomorrow's script that I have read a thousand times I flung it onto my dresser and laid on my back.
How can I do this to myself you ask?
Well I do it to keep Lana happy.
My feelings will stay my dirty little secret that if they come out they would destroy everything.

I do it because I love Lana Parrilla who is in love with Fred Di Blasio.
Love, true love, is magic....