Crushing Spirit
Dying Soul
Heart Clenching
Gut Wrenching
Agony from within
Frustration
Hesitation
Sadness beneath the skin
The Sun doesn't shine as bright
Anger clouding out the light
Breathing - shallow
I can't see my shadow
Lord, help me!
I feel toen inside out
Oh god, the agony
Making me scream and shout
Trickle by trickle
The anger overwhelming
Drop by drop
Sadness marinating my heart
Oh, my heart
I've fallen down
Can't get back up
Just drain it down
With each coffee cup
Tired - tired
Tired I am
Don't wanna be perfect
But they don't understand
Climbing up from my dungeon
Shaking off the rust
Still, as I reach level ground
The Sun-
Desolate in the sky-
Doesn't seem to shine as bright
When all I wanted was to be right
All I wanted was a chance
Now however
I can't even catch a glance
And I'm alone
I'm alone
No one here to hear me
No ones gonna listen
When the Sun has died
You lose all the hope you had inside
Just to find.out what you're missing
But in the end
It doesn't matter
Cuz when the anger overwhelms me
I start throwing things and I'm yelling
But I'm tired
I'm tired of being frustrated
I'm tired of being hated
I'm tired of everything
That has ever made me angry
I'm tired
Tired of it all
I'm tired of watching myself get to the top
Before I fall
And I'm done
I'm done with all these games
I'm done being ashamed
I'm gonna be myself
And if they dont like it they can go to Hell
Cuz now I'm ringing my personal
Liberty Bell
My Spirit all but dead
My Soul getting close
I feel it crushing
But to me it's just a ghost
- It's just a ghost
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By far my favorite to cross reference. Though... it still makes me cry to even read it. So many emotions that I felt when I wrote this.
-Raene-
