10/11/16
I don’t know how to feel
I don’t know how to be
I feel caged and lost and not at all free
I feel trapped
I am trapped in invisible chains
As I am being pulled with invisible reins
My body is heavy
And my heart feels hollowed.
Looking out into the sea
Oh how beautiful I could be,
If i didn’t have these internal scars
And knives and swords that stab my heart
Inside I am nothing
Outer beauty does not matter
Inside I feel hollow
Therefore I am not beautiful,
I am not pretty,
I am not smart,
I am not talented,
But most importantly…
I am not good enough…
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You are good enough. You are pretty. You are smart. You are talented. You can't have faith in someone else, without first having faith in yourself. You can't love someone else, without first loving yourself.
-Raene-
