Diana

Chapter 15 : Effortless

December 16th

I woke up right next to harry and it felt good to be snuggled up to someone that I really love, because I haven't really had someone to love me back for a loooong time. It's been years. His snores were light and cute. It wasn't even snoring, it was more like heavy breathing.

The only reason I'm here is because of harry and he has no idea. He has no idea about my cuts from myself and the bruises that remain from my father. I don't want him to know, because I don't want him to worry about me going back home to my abusive father and the demons inside my head and my heart broken mother and ugh.

I want to tell him, and yeah I want his help but I just can't. Why should I let someone worry about me like that. Sometimes I just think, what is a broken girl like me dating harry styles? Shouldn't he be dating someone famous like a model or actress? Right when I thought about that his eyes opened. "Morning." He smiled bringing me close to his bear chest.

I smiled back at him, but smiling at him is different then smiling at everyone else. It's a real smile, there's no force put into it, it's a effortless smile, and I can't help but smile around him, he is like a guardian angel to me. He makes me feel beautiful. If you've ever fell in love, you would know what I'm talking about. It almost feels like your being lifted off your feet like in the movies or even walking off into the sunset. All your hope immediately depends on the person you love and if they ever leave you it feels like they just drop you to the ground and leave you there with no hope at all.

"Diaaana?" Harry whispered, next to me.

"Oh wait what?"

"I asked if you wanted to meet the rest of the boys today and maybe decorate the tree?" He laughed, wow I probably look like an idiot.

"Oh yeah, sure!" I laughed.