January 25th,
Harry's P.O.V.
'We all need something,
This can't be over now,
If I could hold you,
Swear I'd never put you down.'
It hasn't even been a full day yet since she left but I just seem to have lost it. Weeping for hours, and punching the walls. I finally settled to just a little bit of tears and jotted down lyrics I could use in the future. But every word I wrote down just made me think of her more and more and I couldn't help but cry even more when the thought came into my mind that I'm not gonna be able to hold her ever again. If I could just hold her one last time, I wouldn't ever put her down.
And the thought of her came rushing to my mind when my phone started to vibrate. I tapped the answer button not checking the caller and put it up to my ear.
"hello?" I said weakly.
"Harry Styles? This is Amy from Manchester hospital calling." The old woman said on the other line.
"yes?" I sat up at my desk in complete shock hoping for something impossible.
"Well we have some out of the ordinary news for you, well there must have been a really big misunderstanding with your girlfriend Diana. She has actually have been showing signs of life and is just in a coma really."
"She's alive?" I smiled brightly.
"Alive and should be well but it will take some time for her to recover. When she wakes up which should be in a few days, 2 weeks of rehab will be mandatory."
"Can I come in?" I cried out of happiness.
"More than welcome Harry."
"Thank you so much. God Bless!" I said quickly hanging up. Grabbing my coat and slipping on my shoes to finally see the beautiful face I've been longing to see.
I walked into the quiet white room, where you could only hear the beeping from the machines making sure she's alive. It was hard seeing her like this. I pulled a chair to the side of her bed and looked at her sleeping presence. Thank god I haven't confirmed any rumors of her "death" or else everybody would be so confused. I grabbed her cold hand with both of mine.
I stroked her hand softly, watching her still beautiful and peaceful face. I would wait here forever if I had to I just had to see her. I just needed to talk to her, to hug her, to kiss her, to hold her. It was so painful to see her in this position. Why did she wanna die like that, why did she run away from me? Before I knew i couldn't help but cry. Putting my head down I choked out the tears that I was holding back in this hospital.
"Wake up." I mumbled softly.
There was still a possibility that she might not come back, but I had the highest hopes for her to just wake up and cuddle into my arms.
I choked on my own tears again. I'm not patient in anyway with this stuff. I heard a small knock and my head turned to the entrance of the small hospital room.
"Hey bud. How you holding up?" Gemma gave me a small smile.
"What are you doing over here?" I smiled out of curiosity.
"Well me and mom have been trying to call you all day cause we were worrying about her cause we heard so many rumors but Louis and Liam did a 30 minute twit cam to clear things up." Gemma frowned.
"How long has she been in this?" she sighed putting a teddy bear on the table next to the bed.
"The whole day I guess." I whispered.
"She'll wake up soon." Gemma smiled trying to lighten up the mood but I wasn't so sure.
My attention turned back to Diana trying my hardest to not cry again.
"Where's mom and robin?" I croaked
"There on their way." Gemma looked up from her phone and smiled warmly.
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"Poor thing." My mom cried out shakily releasing the balloons in her hand casing them to rise to the ceiling. After I told My mom, Gemma, and Robin, what had happened to her with her family and stuff all three of them had tears in their eyes.
"What a fucking douche bag." Gemma let out wiping her tears. She was talking about Diana's step father. I just nodded my head in agreement.
That is when we all went quiet as Diana squirmed in her bed.
"What is happening?!" Gemma seemed scared.
The beeping of the machine got louder and faster. She was having a seizure and I watched as I held her hand tightly as my mom yelled for a nurse.
"Everybody out!" The nurse yelled but I didn't budge trying to tell Diana that she'll be okay. A doctor came and dragged me out.
"No! No! " I cried hardly when they shut the door in my face. Gemma hugging me before I fell to my knees.
She helped me walk to the waiting room near the entrance. I sat down and anger built inside me as i looked at all the paps outside the hospital. Making sure there were no fans around, I flipped them off and ran to the entrance.
"You are a bunch of sick disgusting people...My girlfriend nearly killed herself and all you guys want to do is makeup rude stories about how she's freaking paid or some shit, or how she's not nearly the model type to be dating me. I don't want a fucking model as a girlfriend I want the girl who is in the hospital bed who thinks she's worthless. you make it worse than it even is. So go ahead use this for the fucking headlines. 'Harry styles yells at reporters for the first time' or 'not so nice styles anymore' Go ahead cause it's not gonna change who I am or who I love. My fans hate you all so suck my dick and feed it to the public" I yelled while they all looked at me shocked still rolling the cameras.
"Harry!" my mom said behind me shocked by my unusual actions towards the paps.
I ignored her and stomped off to a nearby bathroom my tears getting the best of me.
I looked at my twitter.
"@GemmaAnneStyles: Harry is obviously hurt from what has happened. This is no ones fault except for the ones who have hurt Diana. Please give harry some space he's gonna need it. #stopthepaps #prayfordiana"
I saw Gemma tweet, I smiled seeing how many favorites and retweets she got from that, and I also was smiling cause #prayfordiana was a top trend.
I walked out of the bathroom to see my worrisome family waiting there, and the paps still outside. Nervously on any new news on Diana.
"She woke up!" My mom looked up at me.
Immediately I went to go to the front desk asking if I could see her, begging them until they finally gave in.
I walked over to her hospital room, opening the door slowly only seeing a nurse giving her some medication and telling her to lay back down. She didn't realize I was in the room until I until I quietly said, "babe your alive." I smiled brightly and ran over to her giving her the biggest hug. After a minute of being confused she hugged me back tightly. The nurse smiled and walked out shutting the door leaving us alone. Just the two of us.
We didn't stop hugging and I felt her shake into sobs. I pulled away from the hug, and stroked her cheek wiping the tears off her face.
"I'm so sorry!" She cried out.
"You don't have to be sorry." I whispered laying her back down on the small hospital bed, and then laying right beside her. I stared at her lips as she fiddled around with my cross necklace sniffling. She was cute even at her worst times and I couldn't help but crash my lips onto hers, feverishly kissing her like I haven't seen her in years; like I never wanted to release her from my arms ever again.
A/N : THE END. So sad this book is over and but so relieved. Thamk you all for reading I hope you loved it. And it's been forever since I updated and I'm so sorry to those of you who've asked for an update. I've been very busy lately I got my first job and also writers block does not help at all. So I'm sorry :( Thanks for the votes and reads love you all very much! Thank you <3 -Evelyn
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FanficA 17 year old girl in Manchester, UK with a horrible past and present. Diana Brooks lives in a world no one could ever understand. A life full of depression. She believes no one cares. But her idols, the five boys of one direction gave her hope some...