Diana

Chapter 6 : I Miss Her So Much

When I was done getting ready, I ate an apple, which would be the only thing I have eaten all day besides drinking some tea.

"I'm home." Mom shouted from the door, I could hear the sound of her taking off her shoes and walking up the stairs.

"Your not gonna eat dinner? It's almost 8." She sighed from the doorway of the kitchen.

"I'm going out and eating out."

"Where exactly are you going out and who with?"

"To a concert with Amara." Amara is my cousin by the way...I rolled my eyes taking a bite of the green apple.

"I thought you were so sick yesterday?" She raised her eyebrow.

"Well I feel better today and I'm leaving now." I said after getting a text from Amara walking towards the door.

"Well bye I love you too?"

"Love you." I smiled back at her.

I hopped into Amara's jeep and she was happy as ever. "Oh my god how did you manage to get front row tickets."

"Talked to harry styles myself." I winked. She laughed like I was joking but really I did...

"I get to see Louis Tomlinson's ass in real life! That is a big step being a directioner!" She laughed.

"I know you cheekster!" I laughed along. I feel like this will be a great night and that's good cause most of my nights are so bad, but being with Amara at this concert is just like yay.

Once we made it to the concert someone on staff escorted us to the front row. This felt great. Everyone started to scream and the opened with the song "Teenage Dirtbag" Me and Amara jumped up and down, screamed and sang along like there was no tomorrow.

After a couple songs It felt amazing to be here. This was literally the best night ever, but the only bad thing on my mind is Kylie's not here to experience it with and I felt guilty for coming without her. I miss her a lot and I stopped screaming for a minute stayed frozen still. I promised Kylie I would never do anything like this with out her and here I am doing just that. Harry caught my attention and looked confused as I began to cry.

"Diana where are you going?! What's wrong?!" Amara shouted but I just ignored her as I made my way out of the crowd and walked somewhere but I think it was behind stage.

No one was there so I just sat somewhere pulled my knees up to my chest and cried. I cried my heart out and now I just want to go home. I heard faint laughter coming closer and the boys talking amongst themselves. I tried to hold in my sobs by covering my mouth and holding my stomach.

"Diana?" I heard harry say just above a whisper. He ran-walk to me like some kind of emergency was happening. And the rest of the boys walked to there dressing rooms, not really noticing me because I was behind a curtain.

"What's wrong, what happened to you?" He frowned guilt all over his cute face.

Great. I probably have raccoon eyes.

"I don't really know I just kinda shouldn't be at this concert, Kylie would hate me right now." I cried even more. He sighed and held me letting me cry on his shoulder.

"Diana, listen, I know it's hard losing someone fairly close to but honestly Kylie would probably want youhaving fun at this concert than crying right here, right now."

"I just miss her so much." I sobbed hugging him.

"I know it shows" he smiled making me smile.

"Thanks harry."

"No problem, why don't you go out there with your friend and have fun so I can get ready for the next part of that show." He smiled as I nodded walking away.

I made my way back to Amara I just told her I wasn't feeling good but I'm fine now. Once the concert went back on, harry winked at me and Amara freaked out that it was for me but I didn't I just winked back at harry and smiled and laughed at Amara.

Once the concert was over I texted harry that him and the boys did great and a quick thank you. I didn't get home until midnight but I felt great and happy, and I actually got a great nights sleep.