Scarred

Strong

Chapter 10 Strong 

Sam’s Pov

With Nathan around I've gotten stronger and securer and my feelings for him doesn't frighten me as much as they did or should have done.

Ever since I asked him about what he was  things have sort of gotten weird not in bad way, but it have made me surer about him and the whole book thing. Because maybe something paranormal actually exists.

That book is seriously driving me mad and if I get locked up in a nuthouse it will be because of it, no questions asked.

The book must have some sort of connection to Nathan  because it's like journal notes on parts of the pages and there's a lot of pictures of him. Not only of him but his sister to, judging by the pictures they seemed to love each other a lot. Everytime I look at those pictures I feel my heart ache like its about to crumble, I miss my brother and sister so much even though it was such a long time ago.

I turned my attention from the picture of him and his sister by the pond to the window, the sun was shining brightly but I had no interest in going out, too hot for my liking I have to say 20 degrees celsius is far by enough for my taste. Yeah you figured it out, I'm not a fan of  hot summer days I think I'll manage without them!

I turned back to the book in an attempt to decipher it and as always it went no where!

" What are you doing?" I heard a gentle voice behind me ask.

"No idea really, Why are you wondering?" I asked still in a daze from all of my thoughts.

"I'm just letting you know that I'll be out with George tonight and were not coming home until          tomorrow.There's food in the fridge and you can call if you need anything." Clarie told me.

I turned around to see her face glowing like she was a little child in a candy shop. Her face has been like that ever since they confessed their undying love for eachother... Even though it's quite sickening to look at them I still find the two of them really cute,I'm not heartless and anyone who looks at them with a frown goes away smiling.

"Have fun but not to much" I told her in a non humorous way.

"Yes mom" She mocked me.

"Oh it's on" I said as I attacked her and started tickling her. I must say that it's hard to tickle people when they are all dolled up in a way that you won't destroy anything.

" He's one lucky guy" I told her as we walked downstairs together.

"I know." I heard George say in his strong russian accent. I looked up to see nothing but love towards Clarie. Love was definitely in the air!

" Take care of her or I'll hurt you" I told him as they walked out through the door. She is afterall the only family I have left.

" I will, I promise."  He said as he looked me straight in the eyes.

"Good!" I said as a smile broke through my face.

They walked out and left me in the now very empty apartment. I went back to my room because I still had to figure out the stupid book. I don't know why but it's like it holds a piece of me yeah I know that it sounds stupid and hopefully I'm not going mad but it has this pull that draws me in. Crazy right? But that's how it feels like.

I opened my door to see a very handsome ghost sitting on my bed. I walked inside and sat down on my bed and cuddled up into his arms. I felt really tired even though it was only an hour  oh so past noon.

"Sleepy" He asked as I cuddled even closer to him.

"Yeah,I haven't been sleeping lately and when I do it's really suckish."