Maya's POV
After almost 2 hours, we finally arrived in Philadelphia. Me, Riley and Lucas were on my parents car while Zay,Farkle and Smarkle were with Matthews'.
It was intense being in a car with Lucas for 2 hours after what happened between us.
Shawn parked the car outside this beautiful two story house. Riley quickly hoped out of the car and pulled me and smackle with her to the front door, she somehow happened to have the keys. We went upstairs and Riley opened the door to a very girly room which had 3 beds in it.
'This your bed' she told me while pointing to the bed with yellow blankets. 'And this is your bed smackle' she told smackle while pointing to the bed with blue blankets. And of course her bed was pink. Oh did I forget about the unicorn wallpaper she had? Oh Riley.
After we laid in our beds with nothing but silence, just enjoying each others presence. Topanga knocked on our room and opened it.
'Hey girls, get ready we're going over to grandparents' she said and she reclosed it. 'Do we have to change?' Smarkle asked sighing, 'Nah lets just go' Riley said hurrying to the door. I'm surprised she didn't dragged me.
Riley went over to a room at the end of the hall way and knocked. The door opened revealing Farkle. He looked at riley with his heart eyes, they continued to stare at each other until Zay and Lucas appeared from the side of the door and Zay cleared his throat. That broke Farkle and Riley from seeing the dream from each other's eyes.
'Oh um we're going over to my grandparents house' she said awkwardly and I could tell she was trying to avoid eye contact with Farkle.
'Ok let's go' Lucas said stepping out of the door and going down in hurry. Oh did I forget the glare he gave me?Cowboy and his moods.
'What's gotten into him?' Smarkle asked confused, 'I don't know, he has been like this since this morning' Riley said and Zay looked at me with his eyebrow raised, I looked away like I didn't saw it.
We went down stairs and when I was about to step out the front door, someone grabbed my arm and pulled me back. I turned around to see Zay ready to shower me with questions.
'Maya what happened this morning?' He asked with concerned expression, 'nothing really' I said looking down at my feet. 'Maya, I know you and I know Lucas, do you think I won't notice that something's wrong with the people I'm most closest to?' He asked, 'okay fine, Lucas said that he misses me and asked me what happened to us, so I said there wasn't an us and there never will be' I said feeling guilty of what I said to Lucas. 'Why did you do that?' He asked with a look of disappointment, 'because Zay that was the truth. there wasn't an us, it was always Lucas and Riley, they were the perfect relationship that everybody wanted to have. All me and Lucas had was me making fun of him' I said feeling the anger rising with my emotions. 'Well looked what happened to the perfect relationship, while that they were together, they both were in love with someone else and what you two had was special' he said I don't want this conversation to go any further than this.
'I don't know Zay, just give me a hug' I said to him opening my arms with a forced smile, 'anytime' he said bringing me to the hug, 'you know I'm always here for you, right?' He mumbled. 'I know thank you' I said to him. After I said that we heard someone coughing which sounded so fake. We both pulled away and turned around to see Lucas standing in the door way with his arms folded and with an unexplainable expression on his face.
'I hope I'm not interrupting anything' he said glaring at us, 'you were but it's alright man' Zay replied with smirk and I knew I had to play along, 'yeah we'll continue it later though' I said winking at him, 'ugh whatever everyone's waiting for you two' Lucas said giving us a one last glare and going outside.
'Looks like someone's jealous' Zay whispered to me and I looked down hiding my blushing face.
Was he really jealous?
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I'm so sorry for 2weeks late update.
Hope you enjoy this as much as I enjoyed writing it!
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