Jazs's Journal

Thought:

2:57pm (8/11/16)

I'm closer than I expected to be and its a good feelings. I'm not doing this for anyone but me. If nothing makes me feel better when I feel like shit it's music . I've learned to cope with pain and heartache with poetry and music . Sometimes my emotions get the best of me and that's when I make some tea , grab a note pad and I wrote till my fingers bleed. Till my pen is smoking and until the words I've written catch fire.
I remember saying hen people do hear my music that I want them to feel naked , I want them to feel exposed and free.. Ironically I make myself feel that way .