Jazs's Journal

Love letter

Dear Kevin,

You hurt me .. Another woman is calling you bae and making appreciation post for your liking.. That's not fair. You didn't try to even say it wasn't like that yet or it wasn't what it looked like . Thanks for the honesty.
Lover, I loved you but you didn't need it ..I'm sure you'll be just fine without me and it hurts. My tears feel like fire when they roll down my cheek but I refuse to play #2 to any woman. I'm sorry you felt the need to go behind my back and escape with her instead of me. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough and I thought you were the one who I'd share all my time with. You made me feel happy , you allowed me to be free in a surrounding where I couldn't do that.. So thank you.
I hope you're happy and I hope she treats you better than I did . Lover , when you say you love someone I now know you take that lightly & it kills me to do this but you just lost me. We are traveling in black holes but in opposite directions and in time you'll see that no one was better than me.
I find it amusing how you didn't even try. And that's okay .. Hopefully I'll find someone who will but for now you'll always be on the list. The list of guys that I'll remember hurting me . I'm not angry ..I'm sad . And lover if you ever think about how no one loves you.. Think about how you lost someone who would've given their life to make you happy.
But, I'm okay. I'm strong and these tears will soon turn into joy and this heart ache will soon surpass me. And I will be healed . I hope you're happy with her and I'm happy by myself