Jazs's Journal

Thought:

6:05pm

Every time a guy lies to me so he can go fuck someone else or everytime a guy just stops talking to me so he can go do that as well.. I always wonder what he must be thinking and how she must feel.. I think about how everytime from now on when he touches me her touch is apart of him and I feel dirty .. This is why it's hard for me to get back with anyone who cheats on me . Everytime his lips touch mine all I can think about is how he kissed her or everytime he hugs me all I can think about is the way his body was on her ... And I hate that .. That makes me sick .
Sadly I've been sick a lot . Too many times