Adapt

Nightmare

mikasa's dream
Blood everywhere the desire to lay in it is hard to resist. All I hear is laughter, madness all around me. Dead. Everyone's body's lay scattered on the forest floor. I look down to see my reflection in a puddle of Crimson. Blood red eyes and coal colored hair. I stood tall and my wings expanded. I took flight in the dark sky. Once again no moon no stars no light. "ACCEPT ME" was screamed into my soul repeatedly. Ravens and crows and many other dark birds rushed past me. I continued to fly and then I saw it. Another Titan with the same characteristics as me. Except her skin was black as the night. She was bigger then me. "JOIN ME AND WE CAN RULE EVERYTHING" the Titan said "ALL OF THIS CAN BE OURS" she finished. I looked around all I saw was death and destruction. Everything I cared for is gone. I looked at the Titan and told her no with a look that would scare anyone. She smiled and told me that she would keep me here that is was my destiny my legacy. The Titan ran towards me and slammed me to the ground with such force that I could not handle. Every bone broke in my body and they where so bad that my Titan form could not even heal them. I cried out in agony there was so much pain. The Titan then ripped me open and tore me up pice by pice until I nearly blanked out. She grinned at me and roared. I turned my head and saw many other Titans respond to her call running towards me. There was the female Titan the armored Titan and the colossal Titan and many other smaller ones. The dark Titan walked away and the rest are me like starving savages. The pain was so unbearable I wanted them to stop. I cried out for help but no one came. I was alone and abandoned. Maybe I should join the dark Titan I her endeavors. I have no one in this world. I have nothing to live for. Eren is dead and so is armin. My parents are dead and so is erens. Even armins father is dead. Who else can I go to. The world is so cruel no beauty resides within it anymore. I start to call out to the dark Titan but something stops me. I hear a voice in the distance calling my name. A light shines above me and there's a hand reaching out. I want to reach but my arm is useless. "COME ON MIKASA WAKE UP" the voice shouted. And I did what I was told.

PRESENT TIME POV
As I open my eyes I see Jean standing over me with a worried look on his face. I look around and take in my surroundings to see that I was in the infirmary. I look to Jean for an answer and without me having to speak he answers. "You where having a seizure so we had some people bring you here. I came to visit you and you where sweating and you had a scared look on your face. You looked like you where in pain and you would not wake up." He said looking at me with a worried expression. I felt like he had more to say so I stayed silent. Then he continued. "I was really worried and I did not want to leave you to suffer alone so I tried to wake you up. I'm sorry if I interrupted your sleep mikasa" he finished. I gave him a weak smile and he blushed a little. "It's ok Jean thank you for staying you really dident need to" I reply quietly still a little shaken up by the dream. I needed to stay strong and fight for everyone. I am the only Titan shifter these people have to fight off those other beast that threaten the lives of everything I care for. As I think about how to defeat the Titans a headache hits me. Similar to the ones I had as a child and the one I had before I shifted. I started to wondering why they even happen. What's the connection between my Titan and my childhood. Jean then broke me out of my thoughts. I looked up at him and he smiled. "Would you like me to keep you company? I brought you flowers by the way." I nodded and he sat down in the chair next to my bed. He continued to talk about random things until he asked about what I was dreaming of. Everything in my body went stuff remembering the pain and agony I endured. Jean must have say my expression and quickly told me I did not have to talk about it but I kinda wanted to. I needed to get it off my chest but I also did not want to be venerable. I told Annie so why can't I tell Jean. After some seconds I decided to tell him some of what I dreamt about. I only told him about the forest and the blood but not of the Titan and me Boeing eaten alive. Jean looked horrified and apologized for asking. He left the room looking like he might throw up. I did not mind the silence that came with his absence. I started to get out of bed. I needed something to do to get my mind off of this dream. I got dressed and stumbled towards the training yard. It was late at night and the sky was dark. I looked to the sky to see that there was a moon and stars to lighten up the pathway and with that I was relived. I continued walking until I herd rushed footsteps behind me. I went on the defensive and quickly turned around to see that it was

Cliffhanger 😁 I am makeing up for lost time guys I am trying to update more. Anyways Jean had his moment with mikasa so now the next chapter will have action comment on what you think about this chapter and I hope you enjoy