Adapt

Annie

All of this could have been prevented if she would have just taken me with her! I know what she's going though and I know her pain. The darkness, the blood, the constant mental torment. The though of some thing invading your very being. They feeling or corruption and isolation. I should have taken her when I had the chance. The first day that I suspected the symptoms I should have acted.

Who cares what the ape or Reiner thinks. For one I only listen to the ape because of my own survival. Nothing he says or believes are any interests of mine. Secondly for that snake Reiner! Never will I fall under his hopeless spell of romance and false love. He does not even know me. All I show him is a mask. A mask that covers what I truly am. I am broken. I am scattered. I am nothing.

Out of all that I've been though and all that I've seen the only one that was relatively close to me was Mikasa. Her stunning elegance and strong nature was nothing compared to what was in the inside of her heart. The shadows that were always present in her eyes and the constant heartache that she endured under erens harsh care. He knew nothing and I despise him for mistreating what should be treasured.

Her essence fills the room and her strength exceeds millions. But her heart is the same as mine. Her mask is made of the same thick and impenetrable material as mine. But I still want her. I need her and I love her. I won't let anyone take that away from me and if I have to sacrifice everything I have I will. She's the only thing keeping me alive and if she's hurt or lost out there I'd blame myself.

If only she would take the time to talk with me. To see truly that I'm not the cold and heartless brute I appear to be. If she would let me help her from self destruction then maybe we can survive long enough to love and live together as one.

As I gaze up at the horizon of day break I reflect on what my future would be like with her. And how I would treasure every second of life with her. How I'd touch her face and stare into her eyes. The little moments we would share away from all of the people who would want to keep us apart. As I race on this horse towards the commotion I hear my heart skips thinking about what might be waiting for me.

I push my steed to go faster as my anticipation grows. The villages and houses can be seen in the distance and a smile breaks out onto my face until I hear shouting. "Up ahead I see something" at this I go into a frantic state. Have I been followed? Who else is here and what are their intentions? Will I be able to get to mikasa first? Is she even here? My thoughts discontinue within near second when I see captain levi leading the group. My blood boils and I maintain a distance from them. If I am caught there is no telling what will happen to me. I take a longer route to avoid being found. If Levi is here then who else is squatting In this area. How am I going to find her if I can't effectively search.

I close my eyes and project my thoughts. Testing out something that I've only tried once in my human form. The name "MIKASA" was forced to be a constant in my mind. "MIKASA MIKASA MIKASA MIKASA! When I opened my eyes I experienced a flash of images. A black horse, multicolored boxes,Titans, and the sunlight of dawn. I was close by and I could feel it in my soul. I rode into the direction that my gut told me. Hopefully I can get to her in time.

As I speed up I hear it. The unmistakable sound of a flair shooting off into the sky. I slightly turn my head and my eyes widen. A black flair means that an abnormal was near by. That could mean that Mikasa has shifted, an actual abnormal had appeared, or one of my clan members have decided to drop by. If any of these possibilities were to happen. It would be trouble.