The Mental Disorder

Chapter 31

When I saw my mother I nearly dropped on my knees if it hadn't been Gabe.

I let the tears fall down my face, but I didn't make a noise or a facial expression. I just let them fall. I walked up to my mother.

I wiped my tears away and got on top of her careful not to touch the tubes that were connected to her.

"Uh, miss I don't think.-" The nurse started but was cut of when I told her to shut up.

I peeled open her eyes with my fingers. All that was showing was the whites of her eyes. I blew on both of them and her brown sugar eyes rolled to meet my eyes.

It was a trick that my mother had taught me when I was younger. It felt like that was forever ago. Time sure does fly.

Her date flashed in my head. She was going to die when they pulled the plug. So instead I would change her date to when my father would die, which would be when they were well into their 80s. They would grow old and happy together.

When I was done I felt the color drain from my eyes. I felt the darkness takeover as my lids fell over eyes. I slumped on my mothers stomach just as I saw the life re-entering her eyes.

Let's hope this works.

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Tyreese's P.O.V
I watched my daughter pour life into my wife.

I stood frozen at I let it happen not even thinking about the consequences of my daughters actions. I didn't want to forced to pick between my daughter or my wife. And I never would.

Growing up I always thought about the aftermath. I always tried to predict what would happen, but of course you can't predict life. I was still to young to understand it back then, but I do now. And I didn't do anything about it.

When Jade's body slumped over my wife that's when my muscles started to work again. My mind started to process what just happened.

So concerned about the well being of my daughter I checked her pulse and relaxed when it was steady. She was just unconscious.

I carried her back to her hospital bed without a word. My mind still digesting everything that happened and what this could mean. Without knowing I still predicted the outcome of situations, I can't help it.

The solution I came up with was not pretty, but I decided to have the benefit of doubt.

Little did I know I was dreadfuly right.

As I stared at my precious daughter I realized how majorly I fucked up. I wish I had moved the blue liquid to higher ground. What if I could make a time machine so I stop my former self from creating a mess. I could stay for 10 years of my children's lives.

A time machine? Maybe I'm stretching how much of a scientist I am. I mean I'm not officially a scientist, but I could pass as one.

But I don't want to waste any more time building a time machine, when I could be spending it with my family. Maybe I'll build it on my death bed.

Yea, I'll just do that.

I held Jade's hand as I thought about everything that went wrong.

I can't believe a sick son of a bitch would try and rape my daughter. I swear I'll find him and I'll put him in an early grave.

My hand was squeezed bringing me out of my thoughts.

"Stop blaming yourself. What happened, happened we have to get over everything and move on with our lives." Jade whispered "For some reason my ears are really sensitive, so sensitive that I can hear your thoughts dad. So stop thinking."

I chuckled and shook my head.

That's my girl.

"What ever you say baby girl." I said smiling down at my daughter.

"You know daddy I kinda knew you would leave. Call it a 6th sense if you want but I knew it in my gut. But then again I knew you would come back. Your not the type of guy to leave his family in the past." Jade said smiling. "You know daddy if I somehow don't make it just know that I loved you even after you left, and I was never fully angry."

I started to panic when she said those words.

She's not going to die! Why is she talking like that?

"Woah there baby girl. Don't talk like that your going to make it, I know that because your too stubborn to give up." I said with little confidence in my voice.

"Sure Daddy, sure." She said with a smile on her face, as her eyelids closed. Shutting me from seeing her gorgeous eyes again.

Her eyes! They aren't blue anymore! Their back to their warm brown! How could I not have noticed that?

Something had definitely changed about them though, it was if they were tired. Like thy were drained, there wasn't a sparkle like before. Hopefully they would go back to normal when she recovers. My gut was telling me other wise.

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Gabe's P.O.V
When I saw my sister on top of my mother staring into her eyes intently, I saw a bit of her soul drain into our mother.

I don't know if that makes sense but it's the best way to describe what I saw.

The fist thing I thought was Danger. I knew that whatever Jade was doing now it would affect her in the long run. And I couldn't live in a world without my sister. I planned on living old together, I had always had her in my life it freaked me out just thinking about not having her there.

I wanted to push her off our mom but then I knew it would affect mom if I did. So I stood there frozen not knowing what to do. Before I knew what it Jade was slumped over moms body.

My heart was crushed at the sight. I could never choose between my mother or Jade but it seems apparent that Jade already made the choice for the family.

I don't understand then but I did later that Jade had chosen our mother rather than herself.