I always think it'd be much easier if I just texted you.
However my friend has me worked up about it, she told me I shouldn't have to put so much effort into getting you to just talk to me. I feel like I shouldn't listen to her though because our values and views about relationships are so different from each other.
Last time we hung out I thought it went well but you didn't text me again so
I got over my pride and decided to text you finally
I could tell you had absolutely no desire in wanting to talk to me.
I'm no child so I just felt like alright fuck you too then and decided I wasn't gonna put any effort at all anymore
But here we go again
I want to text you because I know that's the only way we're gonna keep being friends.
All I have to do is just text "hey man what's up" or something but it's been almost 2 months, somehow that makes me embarrassed.
I guess I'll text you eventually, maybe when I'm drunk or something.
