He is my current dream boy
Tho he resembles nothing like that of the boy I really dream of
He loves playing video games
He listens to trap music
And loves old school hip hop and rap
He skates and wears bucket hats
He has a job, odd jobs but still a job nonetheless
He smokes a lot of weed and that is mostly what he posts on his Instagram
(What a loser huh)
He didn't really go to highschool.
Back when we texted almost everyday he was almost never at school and was ditching with friends
Then when we reconnected months later he told me he was going to continuation school. He's not stupid in my opinion, but everyone else thinks he is.
I described him to a friend and he very sarcastically said
"Sounds like a dream boy"
He's very thick in body structure and
He has very noticeable tan lines
He has brown hair and brown eyes
He's very socially awkward
And makes weird faces when he talks
He tends to change subject very quick
Sometimes he'll just stop in the middle of a sentence or slowly quiet down in a crescendo manner.
A different friend described him to me as brain dead
He told me he thought he was bipolar and often gets very sad
He himself has said his self esteem is so low he's angry that I like him
I really don't understand him
I bet he would be disgusted with how much I think about his lame ass and how often I write about him,
having not much contact with him anymore it's weird that I have so much to say.
I thought about texting him the other day when I was drunk but I'm glad I didn't.
I thought about texting him today to ask him out but then realized I have no money and no ride for him home if I were to invite him out to go dancing, it's 90s night this Friday.
