You all know how it feels to be heart broken right?
➳ What if..
Your groom didn't came to your wedding day?
Your dream wedding becomes a burial day?
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How does it broke your heart?
Or how does the pain slo...
I always had a great time when he was here beside me, and when he was not, I miss him each night and day when his far away, when I didn't see him in a single day.
I never get weary of having him around me..
Thinking of him became a daily routine, a habit that I couldn't lay aside.
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He keeps running through my head though there's no one chasing him.
He was the one, the questions that I keep asking myself and till now it remain unanswered.
I should have try to confront him, to know the answers, and to makes my mind clear. Simple as that right?
Is that so? I should try..
Cause..
Till now I'm still groping the situation between us, of what we had, finding out whats it really was.
Yeah, I admit we became friends, very close friends, we're even text mates and often exchange thoughts through messages.
Those hi and hello that I read from him, it does means something to me. He even texted me after we see each other, though I'm the one who texted him first. I don't care if he finds it irritated, he was also like that too, more than that.
How are you? What are you doing now? Did you eat already?
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He was very concern and caring even through his texts, and often called me when I didn't replied. He gets worried when I didn't responded him, though my subscription for unlimited text has just expired so he call and call, and called my mother why I didn't answered.
He showed me something that made me hope more, from him.
I hate myself for assuming we had a mutual understanding, I hate it more when I know my feelings for him gets deeper while we're just friends.
Maybe until the world will ends we will be still and will stay as hell as a friends.
I don't like it! cause I treated him more than that, more than a friend, he's a lover to me though.
