❝Broken Hearted Me❞

~ Chapter X ~

Repentant
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That night was so bizarre. I thought the one who kissed me at the rooftop was him and he just prank me, the way I knew him.

Then I also thought, I had kissed a ghost. I know from the rooftop I noticed there's something wrong going on around me but I kept myself shot.

That ghost, that doppelganger, that thief was his brother and it was also his twin. The one who stole a kiss from me.

I regret I followed him at the rooftop, I shouldn't done that.

I shouldn't kiss his twin backed.

I shouldn't be feeling this way like I had done wrong though that wasn't my fault.

If only I knew it, maybe it never happened. It was all a mistake and I could not take it back, to make it right.

Even if the world will stop turning or the sun won't shine again, it doesn't make sense, I'd still kissed the wrong guy and that wasn't him, Ghellen.

I couldn't recall when was the last time I had been scared like this, maybe never, otherwise it was not really a major fears.

I only kiss a wrong guy but why it thrown me into a madness phobia?

My conscience bothered me like I had done a big crime. That mistake has been haunting me even though I didn't mean it to happen, but still I think I had betrayed him.

And the thought of kissing some other guy and not my boyfriend was so embarrassing.

What make it worst, it was his twin!

I'm not informed!

Yet, I felt ashamed.

And now I think I had dig two holes for my own grave, where I will buried myself alive!

What happened inside the car was also strange. Ghellen took a kiss from me and it was really amazing, although there's something bothering me about that, he let his brother saw us. 

I had felt a thousand times of hiding myself when I realize we're not alone inside the car. But because of that kiss, I wasn't able to pay attention of everything. 

I was lost in awhile of tasting the kiss that gives me a great happiness, satisfaction and completion.

At least I had kiss him..

His the one worth kissing for, and I don't care if he was not my first kiss.. He was still my first love and will my last.

I was reserving that kiss for him. Somebody just came and stole it, the one similar to his face, his twin.

His twin kiss me for what?

Did his brother just kiss me because he just wanted to?

I must not care about it! 

Duh! Erase! Erase!

I also could not understand Ghellen. My mind now was asking the same question all over again, and I don't know who could give me the answers.

Why did Ghellen deceive the truth?

He's been lying the way he kept his brother to  me, and at the same time I had felt I had cheated on him for kissing his twin brother back. I forgive him.. and I hope he could forgive me too if I had kissed his twin.

I am afraid. It will break him if he finds out. It will break me more, if I see him hurting .

What if he'll leave me because of that?