❝Broken Hearted Me❞

~ Chapter VI ~

Officially Mine
(Decision)
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Ghellen never change, he still showed me the real him and was more expressive about his feelings. He still mock at me but this time he's more careful not to make me mad, not to offended me.

I was really happy the way his there besides me. No words could expressed how happy I am to have him, how happy I am he's now courting me, that he also loves me. With or without flowers, that doesn't care me cause all I need is him alone.

I can still remember how I used to make him noticed me, how I started to look and wait for him in the road so I could saw him again. I did adored him, while silently glaring at him on the road when their car are passing through me. He quickly captured my eyes and my heart, that makes me beg more to see him each day when he passed by.

I look like crazy that time and I know I'm just hoping he'd noticed me. I was consuming my deepest feelings for him and I couldn't get away from it, I couldn't stop myself until he came.

When I met him, I thought it was all a dream, I thought I'm only hallucinating—having a hard time to believe it was him.

Then everything around me went strange, everything has change.

He annoyed me too much, he make silly things at me, he make fun at me, laugh hard at me but then, I never hated him. Yes, I get mad at him quickly, I get angry every silly thing he did to me, envied him, but never I stop loving him so silently—I never get weary to fantasize him so badly.

He became my inspirations, he became the reason why I must need to study harder now cause I got failing grades in too much thinking of him—I know I was so careless.

Now I realized how important my education is, how important to show to him that I could do better, that I could be more because his there. To show to him that I deserved him.

One by one, step by step, little by little, I started to had a dreams, not only for myself, but also for him and for my family. He will always be there that's why I started to dream big—because of him.

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Ghellen did make me happy, he did make me more special each day when he courted me. From then on, he seemed too much for me, too much for everything he did to me.

I am just an ordinary girl who eat three times a day and budgeted my allowance so I could still save money for my projects and other stuff that I need to get from school. Ghellen did supply all those things I needed, though I didn't ask him to do that.

I was so shy for all the efforts he did for me and I'm really convince he was such a great man, kind and most of all he's caring.

I really do appreciate him ..

Yes indeed, he wanted to help me, or maybe he had seen where I truly stands in life—born in this world so called poverty.