❝Broken Hearted Me❞

~ Chapter V ~

Officially Mine
(Permission)
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As what I've said, he looks different by then, he's more emotional and vivid in his actions. I could tell he felt surge of anxiety when he sudden revealed it, and what he said was genuine, it did burst me into madness.

Those I miss you that he said and I like you really gone me so crazy,

And the best part was when he said,

I love you...

Then everything moves slow motion when I heard it. The words that he said was pronounce well in my ears, it was so clear and I could not help but stood rooted in astonishment. I forget everything except the word that he said, it echoed through out my ears, into my head, then all around me turned into grey while him remained staring at me.

By that time, my cerebral cortex doesn't generates motor response well, so I need a lot of time to grind it slowly, making myself to comprehend all the details he said.

I lost my mind thinking, him saying that..

I swear!

I can't get that words out of my head. I could only stare at him with a stupefied expression on my face. My heart is in my mouth the whole time and I don't know how I could respond his word of endearment.

Was that true?

My souls, my spirits, my will, myself are having a hard time to consider his honesty, believing on what he said was quite difficult for me.

Another minutes had passed I still stay stupid, my presence of mind traveled elsewhere, I feel like I had already dreamed a thousand times while I'm still wide awake in-front of him.

Wake up! I said to myself, I stood towards him leaving my eyes wide and mouth opened, my tongue dumb and could not say anything.

Yeah! I suck from day dreaming..

Ghellen did said many things after his confession but myself just paused, remain stiffened, my soul was stuck from no where and I couldn't find my way back to my own self.

He held my hand, he surprisingly seize it, pulling me into his arms so he could hug me. After that, everything around me brought back into place. His lips touched my forehead and it was warm, I could feel his breath running through my skin again. I close my eyes to make myself calm down but it didn't—I just heard more drumming heartbeat inside my chest.

"I love you!" he said it again, whispering on the air but I could still heard him.

I feel my hands getting cold and sweating. I could feel my whole body including my face perspiring heavily—I looked uneasy.

Ghellen really wanted me to die infront of him—He barely killed me out of my suprise to him.

So.. What happened now? Should I celebrate? Should I call for a party?

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A slammed door I heard at my back then all my thoughts stop. More heartbeats and I could guess it was my mother if I'm right. I pulled Ghellen quickly just to alarmed him to stop, he then still held his hands around me.

I looked at my back, suprisingly, I saw my father shocked seeing us hugging. "Ghellen!" my father exclaimed.