Ours. // J.G.

remedy.

We made our way back to the car and I sat in silence for a minute. Jack started driving and just let me stay quiet and I began to chew on my acrylic nail and tried to organize my thoughts.

"Go ahead.." Jack said. Everything came out like word vomit.

"She's my mom Jack. I know it.. I feel it... Why didn't she want me? God am I not good enough for anyone? Why doesn't anyone want me?" I said. Tears began spilling out and he pulled over. At this point I was shaking from how hard I was crying and Jack got out his seat and climbed into the passenger putting me on his lap.

"That's not true. That's not true at all. I want you.. I LOVE you... I want to be with you with every single thing in my body. You don't even know if Alicia is your mom baby... And your birth mom probably had her reasons.. Don't beat yourself up.. You're beyond perfect.. You're every single thing I've ever wanted and hoped for in a person.. You're talented, and fucking beautiful.. Every single time I look at you.. My heart fucking skips.. Don't ever feel unwanted.. Because as long as I live.. I'm going to want you. You.. You only you" He said.

"But we're so young.. Jack you can't want me that much to not want to-" I started and he cut me off by lightly kissing me.

"I'm going to want you beyond today, and beyond any other day.. I adore you, and I'll make sure you always feel wanted." He said. I could feel myself cry even more and I kissed his jaw and laid my head on his chest.

"If anything is ever wrong, I'll be you're remedy baby." He said.

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The following weeks were filled with night club events for the guys and catching up on life with my friends. Marie returned, and she and Skate fixed whatever it was they needed to fix. I felt myself begin to change. I started listening to my old favorite artists, I smiled more. But Alicia stood in my head. I couldn't shake the idea that she was my mom. On a night Jack was finally home, he peeked into my room. I was laying in bed, in one of his shirts and some Victoria secret shorts. I had my curls up and no makeup. I thought he had an event and sat up.

"You're not dressed?" I asked. He closed my door and crawled into my bed. He muscular shirtless figure lay next to me, and I rested my head on my arm so my face was at level was his.

"Tonight is finally my night off." He said wrapping an arm around my waist. He slowly pulled me closer to him causing me to giggle. He smiled and lightly kissed me.

"So tonight, I belong to my baby girl." He said while kissing my neck.

"Mmm finally. I've missed you. You've been out almost every night on business, or events. I've been so lonely." I said, laying my head on the pillow where he was. He moved his hand from my waist to my butt, where it laid. He squeezed and I rolled my eyes giggling a little.

"What's been going on babe. I feel like I've abandoned you" he said.

"Well not much. Manny gave me the job of course. I've been working with kids for dancing. You know I've had beauty cons and shit like that. I've been doing YouTube.. But honestly babe I've been thinking about my birth parents.." I said. He just looked at me, waiting for whatever I was going to say next.

"Is it crazy that I wanna find them?" I asked. he chewed on his cheek and let out a breath.

"How do-"

"My parents know.. They said they support me, and that I deserve to know where I'm from.." I said.

"They're completely right. Shit I'll help you." He said.

"You will?" I asked

"Any thing for my girl." He said. I decided to mess with him.

"Ummmmm not your girl." I said. His eyes immediately shot towards me and he pinned me on my bed.

"Let's get something straighttttt. We may not be official or anything, because I know you need your space or whatever" he said

"But, you're mine. Let's not forget that baby. You've known this from the beginning." He said winking.

"Mmmmm I don't know. Don't think I want you." I said. His eyes got dark

"That's not funny." He said standing.

"Shit don't get too serious. I was kidding" I replied sitting up.

"That shit isn't funny Lia." He said. I felt my heart drop, at the sound of my birth name.

"What did you call me.." I whispered

"You play way too much Lia. That shit isn't even funny" he said running his hands through his hair, jaw locked. then looking at me. The fact that he did that, and the fact that I was emotional from my period kicked in and I started playing with my hands. Tears were forming in my eyes

"I was kidding" I said. Anger thick in my voice.

"It's not funny." He said plainly.

"Build a fucking bridge, and get over it" I replied. He looked shocked and I laid down, wiping my eyes. I wasn't going to let his little ass temper tantrum get to me. I felt him above me and refused to look at him.

"Come on" he said kissing my cheek. I ignored him

"Lia.. Come on baby.." He said kissing me. I didn't kiss back and he sighed and pulled back.

"I let my temper get the best of me. I promise I'll work on it. But don't try playing me. You're my baby, and I want you to want me." He said kissing me up. I groaned and eventually gave in.

"Work on that little ass attitude Gilinsky" I said. He smiled and kissed me, I immediately kissed back.

"Of course" he said. The rest of the night was spent with us cuddling and watching movies before we drifted off to sleep.

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-Xhalegilinsky