December....
Sleeping was becoming hard.. since Jack was gone and I was sleeping alone, and my belly had grown insanely I was never really comfortable. I was also anxious because I got to find out what my baby was soon. My nights were filled with terrifying nightmares that would wake me up in tears. They usually focused on me losing the baby or something along those lines. I wanted Jack home.. and I missed him so much. One night, I was sleeping and I just felt like someone was watching me. I slowly opened my eyes, and saw no one there. I nuzzled my face into my pillow and then I felt a pair of familiar arms wrap around me. Was I dreaming? He brought his face to my shoulder and rested his chin there and closed his eyes. He was home.. I turned and moved closer to him. Letting his warmth slowly cover my as he pulled me closer"I'm home baby.." he said chuckling. I brought my lips to his and kissed him. He kissed back and moved his hand to my belly.
"Wow.. its way more real now.." he whispered. I nodded and laughed a little.
"It's just weird.. the baby hasn't kicked yet." I said. And in that moment, I felt a movement inside my stomach. Jacks face lit up instantly.
"My baby knows I'm here... that's right daddy is here." He said slowly moving to my stomach and whispering sweet nothings to it. The baby began kicking and i smiled watching how happy Jack was. I snapped a few pictures and even recorded some before he brought me close to him.
"I love you." He said.
"I love you too" I said. And for the first time in a while, I actually had a good nights sleep.
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A week later was the gender reveal party. The dress code was all white, and Liv and my family's had went all out. Jack sent me to the salon to get my hair done and nails. I was so nervous because I was finding out what I was having. My belly was huge and I just wanted to meet my baby. After I got ready, we drove to the place where the party was being held. After dinner, and a few games and photos the moment of truth came. Liv had this huge box and had the guys place it on a table. We slowly opened it, and a bunch of white balloons flew out. The last white balloon was at the bottom and Jack and I slowly brought it up. Tied to the ribbon was a princess tiara. Everyone began screaming "ITS A GIRL" and pink confetti flew from literally everywhere. Jack hugged me and I hugged him back. Tears flowing down my face. Our moms ran to us and hugged us, and the whole thing was a moment to remember. I hugged Liv and just couldn't believe it.. I was having a girl.. my little Adrianna Rose.
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Two weeks later was the baby shower. Again, our families went all out and we kept the royalty thing consistent. Our daughter had received an almost infinite amount of gifts ranging from clothes to strollers to diaper bags. Jack set up the nursery that Sunday, and we celebrated Christmas with our families the following week. It was a lot, happening really fast, but let's be honest did we ever take shit slow. After Christmas, we were able to get a 3D ultra sound, as we looked at the monitor, I could see the face of my baby girl. She had my small nose, but jacks full lips. Our moment of joy was shattered though, when the nurses face changed."Is everything okay?" I asked
"The doctor will give you the results"
"But if everything was okay, you would've said. It's. okay." I said. She stepped out, and the doctor reviewed the ultrasound
"Well... the little one seems to be going through a hard time, she looks like she's feeding off of your stress, which is no good for her. I recommend you take it easy, and that you don't stress.. okay?" She said. I sighed and looked at Jack
"Well.. my wife's kind of prone to stress.. and she suffers from anxiety.." he said
"Take it easy.. because it could cause you to go into labor early which is something we DONT want. Okay?" She said. I bit my lip and nodded, tears forming in my eyes. She stepped out and jack hugged me, letting me cry on his chest.
"I can leave tour.. this is way more important." He said. I shook my head.
"No .... I'll be fine" I said forcing a smile. He sighed and kissed my head, knowing damn well it wasn't going to be at all easy.
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Jack left a few days ago. I forced myself to try not to stress, but I honestly still felt uneasy. I felt like I was still being watched and didn't know what to honestly do. As the new year rang in, I was counting down the days that Jack came home, and the days Adrianna did too. Liv stepped out for the night, to go visit a friend or something, but I heard a noise downstairs. It wasn't Blair, because she was next to me, but she sat up instantly and began growling. Then a thought came to my mind, what if jack had come home early. My heart slowly swelled and I got out of bed and began wobbling to the stairs."Babe? Is that you?" I called from the top of the stairs. Nothing.
"Babe?" I asked.
"Babe?" A voice mocked. Where did I know that voice. I looked around a didn't see anyone. My heart began racing.
"Babe?" It said again. A female voice. Then the smell of a familiar perfume hit me.
Madison.
"You stole my life, looks like I'll do the same" I heard. Confusion ran threw my brain, and before I could react, two hands had pushed me down the stairs, and that was the last thing I remembered.
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SURPRISE UPLOADDDDD. HAPPY NEW YEAR BABIES!! I'm beyond excited to see what 2017 had in store for me as a write. // OHHHHHHHHHHGH MY GOD. GUYS THIS BITCH. ARE YOU SCARED? Shit I am. Remember to vote and leave a comment!
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Hayran KurguWake up, get ready, plaster an okay face, repeat. This has been my routine since I left home. I left my friends, family. (Mom, dad, and brother Jack Johnson) and also left behind my ex boyfriend Jack. Jack Gilinsky. I haven't felt happy in a really...