Ours. // J.G.

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A year later..
My heart raced. Two lines. Two lines could change everything. Jack wasn't home.. wouldn't be for a couple months. He was on tour with the guys, and everything depended on two single freaking lines.

"Anything?" Liv asked popping her head in. My heart dropped suddenly.

"Liv what do you see...?" I asked.  She looked over my shoulder and gasped.

"TWO LINESSSSS OH MY GOSH YOU'RE PREGNANT" she yelled.

My heart began to race. Jack and I were two months shy of making a year married. The guys were doing amazing tour wise, and I was scared because I knew if he knew he would come straight home.

"What do i do.." I asked.

"What do you mean? You're gonna tell him!" She yelled. I took a deep breath and pulled a curl on the side of my face.

"I should see a doctor. You know to be sure." I said. I took out my phone and began dialing the number for my clinic. After talking with the lady for a couple minutes, she was able to squeeze me in for the next day.

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"Well. Congratulations Mrs. Gilinsky you are in fact pregnant. You're about 3 months along.." she said. She began rattling off things like my medication, and things like that but the only thing that rang in my head was the fact that I was pregnant. How was I going to tell jack.. better said WHEN was I going to tell jack.
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That night, jack and I had our nightly FaceTime session. I sat in bed, with my MacBook opened, and answered his call right away. My baby's smiling face lit up the screen and my heart melted. Before he could say anything I spoke up.

"I miss you.." I whispered. His eyes softened and he smiled shyly.

"I miss you too babe.. and I'm sorry I'm not gonna be home for your birthday.." he said. I waved my hands in the air to make it seem like no big deal and took a breath.

"So I have an idea for a new ornament for our tree. Want me to send you ideas?" I asked. He laughed

"Christmas? You're gonna skip your birthday?" He asked.

"Well, I have a custom ornament, and I wanna know what you think of the picture I'm gonna put in it duh." I said.

"Fine fine send it" he said. I sent him a picture of the ultrasound, I had taken that day and watched as he unlocked his phone slightly and furrowed his brows trying to figure out that the picture is. I watched as his eyes slowly moved to the top left corner of the picture, and he read my name, then as his eyes slowly grew and he looked at the tiny form that was barely there in the picture.

"Baby.." he whispered. Tears began forming in his eyes.

"I went to the doctors today to be sure.. I'm about three months along.." I whispered.

"Babe I need to be there with you!" He said.

"Stop. I talked to the doctor, and she said I'm fine. I'm not due till about February to March and you come home in what January for a while? You'll be here for Christmas, which is in time for the gender reveal party. We can find out together.. I promise nothing big is going to happen, and if it does I'll just call you." I said. I was determined to make him stay on tour

"But baby-"

"No buts. Don't make me say it again.. I'm emotional as it is. Just please do what I'm asking." I said. He sighed and ran his hands threw his hair.

"Fine.." he said. I began chewing on my lip. I was mentally debating on if I should kill the news with something that's been going on. Since our house is a little far from our friends and families, I was alone 97% of the time. But I always felt like there was someone watching me. I didn't wanna worry him though so I sent Blair(our dog he got me for my birthday almost two years ago) to some class where they teach her to attack on command, and I installed an even better security system then the one Jack installed.

"Wow.. were gonna be parents.." he whispered.

"We can't tell anyone yet.. it's too early and things can go wrong." I said. He sighed and nodded.

"I miss you.." he whispered. I felt tears weld in my eyes.

"God I miss you way more.."

"Baby.. please don't cry! I'll be home soon. Annoying you and stuff... it's just a few months.. "

I nodded and sighed looking at the camera

"Gimme that smile I love.. it'll help me sleep through the night.." he said. I smiled into the camera, and then it seemed like something clicked in his head.

"Ask Liv to stay with you.. please babe it'll give me a peace of mind. It's a compromise" he said. I sighed

"Fine. I know she'll do it" I said. He seemed to relax instantly.

"Good.. good good.." he said. I smiled at the fact that he looked so concerned.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you more."

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A month later.
Jacks birthday is today. I was quiet all day, because of the fact that I wasn't going to celebrate with him. I honestly missed my husband with everything in me. It's different, dating someone and being married. I stood on the phone with him the night before until about 4 am when he fell asleep. I looked at my screen and just admired his face, wondering what our baby would look like. What features of his IT would have. Jack was hoping for a boy of course but I wanted a girl, but a little part of me wouldn't mind having a little Jack running around. Someone to carry his looks and shit probably his attitude. My stomach had grown into a little pooch and people were beginning to get curious. I would brush them off but I was itching to tell someone.

"Let's go eat. We could celebrate Jacks birthday together." Liv said. I groaned, but all in all it wasn't a bad idea.  I went and got ready. I chose an off the shoulder grey fitted dress and did my hair and makeup. We drove to some new place that opened up, and Liv got them to sing happy birthday to me for Jack. It was honestly great

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A month later.
It's my birthday now. Also the day that Liv, who's planning the gender reveal party for her god child is finding out what I'm having. The theme is royalty. So it'll be like princess or prince which I'm all for. I don't know how she's going to do it but I'm living for it. Jack and I announced the pregnancy to everyone, and everyone is beyond excited, but I just couldn't wait for Jack to come home. My birthday was celebrated with my girls at my house, we ordered and they helped rattle off baby names.

"Okay.. so for a girl.. I like.. Adrianna and Abigail.. middle name is Rose.. and for a boy, I like James.. Of course Jack, and Jesse... no middle name" I said. They all squealed and that night I ran the names by jack.

"I like.. Adrianna... and I like Jesse." I let out a relieved breath.

"Good." And that was that

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-Xhalegilinsky