The Misunderstood

Starting the life and Introduction

Hi my name is Christina

Don't you miss those times when you were little and your parents were fun and helped you in life? Now you're older so of course they expect more from you. Then comes the hard part when the parents start having disagreements with you. The children start rebelling. Then, "POOF" happiness disappears. You plummet down into darkness. Now they are mean towards you and are barely nice anymore. You isolate yourself from family and friends. You change your appearance, music, and personality.

I'm going to tell you how it feels and what I go through everyday of my life.

When a few months before my birthday a disaster happened. I was four then so anyway. I was going to bed and I wanted to say goodnight to her.. I always told my mom goodnight. I didn't want to get out of bed so I just went to sleep. A few hours later I hear footsteps throughout the house. I could tell that there was more then one person walking around. Being the scared girl I was I hid under my bed. A few minutes after hoping the people left, someone walks into my room. I silently started crying because I was scared. The person took the covers off my body and pulled me out of my bed. She engulfs me into a hug. She introduced herself as peaches, one of my mom's friends, she asked me to follow her out of the house. So I did. As soon as I walk out of my house I see a fire truck and an ambulance. I started panicking and I asked the lady," Where's my mommy?"

"She is on the ambulance going to the hospital." she said calmly.

"Can I go with her?" I asked

"No, you should go to bed its late." When she said that I saw a glimpse of my mom being lifting onto the ambulance. I tried to run towards her and the truck, but someone picked me up off the ground and took me to a neighbors house. I was mad, angry, and confused. I knew my neighbors so I didn't have a problem spending the night with them. I didn't get much sleep that night. I got worried about my mom, and if she was ok.

The next morning...

I woke up and my neighbors said that my aunt was here. I loved hanging out with my aunt. She took me to church every Sunday and always bought me candy. She drove me back to her house, I was still worried about my mom. When she took me back to her house and we ate junk food and watched movies. She let me sleep on the couch that night. We both said goodnight and went to bed. She woke me up in the middle of the night. She had tears running down her face. I asked her what was wrong, then she came and hugged me and said sorry. "Christina, I'm sorry but your mother passed away at the hospital," My heart stopped. I was heartbroken. I was never going to see her again. What am I going to do was all I could think. We both were crying and I started becoming unhappy. I was silently, slowly dying inside. I didn't let it show. Or so I thought so...

We went to her funeral the following week. I wanted to see her again and tell her that i loved her, but it wouldn't make a difference becauae she couldn't hear or see me. She was cold, pale, and lifeless. My heart was shatt