female Dipper X bill ~billdip!~

Time passing in a grey landscape

dippers next week of life was a slow blur

all during it bill has kept a close eye on her

even to the extent that once when she went out to go to the store he and mabel had gone looking for her 

and ford had put a tracker on her and she eventually got it off 

but they found out and she was put under house arrest 

so it was pretty sucky

everyone kinda freaked out at first

especially mabel and bill 

ford had delved into solutions and asked dipper at least 5000000 questions 

Mabel had stepped in though and dragged her off to try and cheer her up

it lifted her spirits a little but the heavy presence still lingered

she felt like someone was planning against everything shes ever known and that they'll rip her away and lock her away from her family

then came Monday night (i was born on a Monday lol)

while everyone was asleep she snuck out of her room after she knew for sure bill was asleep

then she padded her way to the kitchen careful not to make any noise as she did so 

she had now picked up a habit to help her relax

she reached for the marshmallows and cereal out of the cabinets 

she poured her milk threw the marshmallows in and sat down on stan's chair to watch Netflix (and chill)

halfway through orange is the new black dipper felt woozy 

she looked down to her marshmallow filled bowl as her eyes rolled back and her body went limp and leaned forward towards the ground

and in a flash of netflix and comfort food she was gone

her life had been ripped away from her in that moment

everything she had known would be a desire

she would dream and keep going for the day she could go back 

but the question is

will she make it back the same if she even manages to escape?

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I am probably killing all of you right now

I feel no regret which is weird because when I read something like this I usually regret all my life decisions and start to cry and hate the world and plot for being so cruel yet alluring

so all in all i sink deeper into my depression/self-hate hole

welp that sums is up i think

feel free to rant and hate in the comments i can take it XD