Let it Rain (Baekyeon fanfic) COMPLETED

I hate you, I love you

Feeling used, but I'm still here missing you

And I can't see the end of this, just wanna feel your kiss against my lips

And now all this time is passing by

But I can't seem to tell you why

It hurts me every time I see you

I realized how much I need you

~ I hate you, I love you by Gnash ft. Olivia O'Brien ~
( I love this song ❤️ )

Baekhyun's POV:

I need a break from my noisy members.
They keep asking me questions about Taeyeon and my relationship with her.
Thanks to Chanyeol who spilled information about my past. Sometimes I just want to punch him in the face for being a blabber mouth.

"Can all of you just leave me alone!?"
I lost my temper and it made them quiet.
I left the dorm without saying anything else.
My black leather jacket that I decided to wear today still fits me.
It's been a while since I last wore it.
As for my motorcycle, I gave it to my younger brother for him to use from now on.
For some reason I miss it. It's probably the only thing that I miss from my past aside from Taeyeon.

I wore my sunglasses so no one will notice me.
But as I continued to walk, I thought about what happened yesterday.
Taeyeon hates me.
And I'm still here, thinking of ways to get her back.
I miss her and now that I finally got to see her, I'm not letting her go that easily.
My mind is telling me to calm down and relax.
So I chose to go to the beach by using the train to get there.

This beach brings me back memories.
It was the time where we held the 4th of July party.
The biggest party of the year.
Also Taeyeon and I's first kiss.
We were in love back then. Sometimes I wish that I can go back to the past and change it.
But, maybe I'm just having a hard time moving on.
I don't want to though, I don't want to move on.
I took my shoes off to feel the cold sand.
It's almost spring time, but the weather is still cold.

I feel so emo right now.
When I saw her staring at me with a depressing look, I felt so guilty.
I want to cry, so badly.
But, I'm a man and it's wrong for a man to cry.
Right?
I don't know anymore.
I sighed and watched the ocean waves coming to shore.

There were so many seagulls surrounding me, as if I'm their father.
I shooed them off, and I was getting so annoyed.
They finally flew away, and when they did I saw someone very familiar right in front of me.
I looked at her while my heart beats even faster.
"Taeyeon."
Her name came out of my mouth automatically.

Her perfect blonde hair blowing in the wind, and her leather jacket that I gave her still fits her petite body.
I feel happy at that moment.
She's still wearing the leather jacket I gave her, and coincidentally I'm wearing mine too.

Taeyeon continued to stare at me, and I noticed a tear falling down from her cheek.
I wiped it off quickly, and her mouth opened a little.
I think she was shocked from my action.
Without second thoughts, I crashed my lips onto hers.

I want her to know that I still love her.
I want her to know that I'll never give up on her.
And I want to know if she feels the same way.
I slowly stopped kissing her and I placed my hands on her shoulders.
Taeyeon bit her lip and scoffed.
"You just kissed me."
She seemed surprised.

"Taeyeon-I can explain about the incident."
Her eyes turned cold, if that was even possible.
She stepped back and shook her head.
"She needs you, Baekhyun. How's your kid by the way?"
She's breaking my heart, how can she not see that?
I'm in pain right now because of her words.

"Why can't you listen to me? Suzy's pregnancy was true, but I'm not the father!"
Taeyeon jumped a little when I yelled at her.
I'm getting impatient, so I had to.
"And I'm supposed to believe you?"
I nodded and tried to stay calm.
She has that peaceful expression on her face.
I really can't read her emotions right now.

"Hey, Taeyeon! There you are."
I furrowed my eyebrows when I heard someone behind me.
He seems familiar, maybe I've seen him on tv before.
Taeyeon smiled once she saw him, and I can't believe that she did.
She looks happy to see him.
The guy took her hand and looked at me curiously.

"I know you!"
He said too excitedly.
I took a deep breath when I saw them holding hands.
Taeyeon pulled him and tried to leave.
I won't let her do that just yet.

"Yeah, I'm Baekhyun. You're Jongsuk right? The oh so famous actor?"
Jongsuk nodded and smiled brightly. He shook my hand, while the other hand is still holding Taeyeon.

"So what are you doing here? How's your new album going by the way? I'm a big fan." 
He said and I'm starting to think that he's the second version of Chanyeol.
Way too talkative.
"Thanks, and it's going great. So uh, is she your girlfriend?"
I mentioned that last word loud and clear.
Taeyeon glared at me.
"How did you know? Don't tell anyone though. The paparazzis would go crazy!"
I wasn't expecting that. I can't believe that Taeyeon is dating someone else.
So she really has no feelings for me.

"Babe, we should go now."
Taeyeon said to him softly.
I frowned when I heard her say that.
She never called me that when we used to date.
Lee Jongsuk waved goodbye and they both walked away.
I kicked the sand and shouted.
I don't care if they heard me or not.
I'm in a lot of pain.
My heart is on fire, and I'm slowly dying.
At least that's what it feels like.

"Why, Taeyeon? Why?"
I said out loud and left the beach without looking back.