What If

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I'm becoming more and more sorry,

looking at you with these kinds of feelings

Eyes looking at each other

One pair of remaining eyes,

eyes that have lost its way

~ What if by Exo ~



~ What if by Exo ~

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Baekhyun's POV:

My day started off well.
Surprisingly my group members were awfully quiet.
Especially when I'm around.
I guess they got the message, and I'm glad they did.
Except for Chanyeol who will never stay quiet.

"What happened to you yesterday? You seemed upset about something."
I was just pouring milk in a glass, but it overfilled.
I blinked and stopped pouring to look at him.

"Or someone."
Chen said out loud and the others were now paying attention.
I cursed in my head and faked a smile.
"I'm not upset. I feel great!"
My voice cracked and it was really embarrassing.
They all chuckled and went back to whatever they were doing.
Chanyeol's face showed some concern and he actually looks worried.
"It's about Taeyeon right?"
He whispered, but the others still heard him.
I sighed and they waited for a response.
I just grabbed my glass of milk and took a sip.

"Guys, you gotta see this."
Suho said and they surrounded him and his laptop.
"Kim Taeyeon and Lee Jongsuk are dating!?" Everyone said out loud and I almost choked on my milk.
"No wonder you were so upset!"
Tao exclaimed and I slowly walked to them.
"It's confirmed. I can't believe this. I mean why?"
Chanyeol said and everyone turned to look at me.
They all have this apologetic look in their eyes.

"We're so sorry." Sehun, the youngest said sincerely.
They really do care about me.
It's...nice of them to do that.
"You guys shouldn't be apologizing."
I almost laughed.
"We know. It's just she was your first love and all..."
Lay said quietly with his head down.

"How about we write a new song for our album? Like about this situation so your feelings will be...somewhat gone."
Kris suggested and everyone agreed.
I was still thinking about it, but I guess it would help.
"Ok. Let's do it."

We gathered in the recording room and wrote down some lyrics.
I was mainly the one writing the lyrics.
I guess this is helping.
It's like putting all of my feelings into one song.
Chanyeol and Lay thought of the beat and D.O began to sing.
"It's so depressing." Kai said and everyone became quiet.
It was kind of creepy.
They looked at me and I just stared back at them blankly.
"Why are you all staring at me like that? I'm fine...really."
I lied. I'm not even close to being ok.
But I don't want them to feel burdened.

After a while we recorded our voices and it was a success.
Our songwriter thought that it was a really good song.
"We should perform this live."
Suho suggested and our manager interrupted us.
"There's a masquerade ball at an indoor venue tomorrow night. Exo are welcome to perform this song."
Our manager said and we begin to nod our heads.
"Sadly, Exo-M can't go tomorrow night because of their schedule in China."
He added and I sighed deeply.
I'm going to miss them, actually.
Even though I should be used to it.

"Hey have fun there. And please don't get drunk." Xiumin pointed at Chanyeol and we laughed.
"I heard Dara will be there." Kris said and did an eyebrow dance.
Chanyeol rolled his eyes and pretended to punch Kris in the face.

I watched my members having fun and getting along.
Usually I'm the loud one, but right now I don't feel like talking.
"You're going to be ok. Promise me that."
Luhan patted my back and I grinned.
"Ok."


Taeyeon's POV:

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Taeyeon's POV:

I arrived at my apartment after my date with Jongsuk.
And to be completely honest, he's so talkative.
He's still a great guy, and we actually have a lot in common.
We started dating just yesterday when I saw him again for his photo shoot.
He was actually quite convincing for me to say yes.

I never knew that he's an actor, but then again I don't watch tv as often.
He's handsome, tall, has perfect skin, and caring.
Everything a normal girl would want to have for a boyfriend.
So I thought, why not? Maybe this would help me get over him.
And by him, I mean Byun Baekhyun.

I saw him at the beach, like it was fate or just pure coincidence.
He kissed me.
And I felt something from that kiss.
Love, Baekhyun still loves me.
And...I still do as well.
Maybe, I should give him another chance.
But at the same time, I'm starting to have feelings for Jongsuk.
I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings.
Yet, I can't choose.
My heart is telling me to take a break.
It's always about boys, boys, boys.
I need time for myself.
But, deep in my heart it's telling me to choose him.
It wants me to choose Baekhyun.
My first love.

My phone vibrated and I checked who texted me.
It was Jongsuk.
"We should attend the masquerade ball tomorrow night. I'll pick you up at 6."
He mentioned earlier about the big masquerade ball event that I don't really want to attend.
"Do I have to go?"
I'm not really into those events. I get so awkward. And I can't even dance.
"Please? For me?"
I can imagine his puppy eyes and pouty lips.
I sighed and shook my head at the same time.
"Fine. I'll go."
He sent me a smiling emoji and I turned my phone off.
Maybe it will be fun.
I'm sure, nothing bad will happen.

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Short chapter.

But there will be some UNEXPECTED events that will take place in the next chapter.

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