Her || leafyishere

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• Kamryn's POV •

" I do, " I said looking down at the little sparkly diamond on my left hand.

" I do, " He said back.

" You may now kiss th- "

I woke up.

Fuck.

Did I really just dream about Calvin and I getting married.?

What the fuck.

I looked to my right only to see Calvin asleep with his hair covering his eyes.

I reached over and brushed it to the side.

I expected him to wake up but he didn't so I just laid there and looked at him.

After about ten minutes my phone buzzed.

It was my mom asking if i was coming home soon.

I thought about it a little bit.

My family doesn't know about Calvin and I yet and I would like to see them but then again i don't.

My family is extremely judgmental and I always get criticized for everything I do.

It has always been like that.

In school I was just about shunned for not liking or doing something that everyone else did. But I didn't care because I had always had Cal; well until I left him in high school like the dumb piece of trash I am.

I texted my mom back, " i dont know yet.. i have to ask calvin. "

" Calvin.? " she quickly replied.

" yeah.. my old best friend.. we are kinda dating now. "

I put my phone down and my anxiety went through the fucking roof.

I hate keeping things from my parent but then again I'm just saving myself from all the judgment.

My phone buzzed a couple times which woke Calvin up.

" I'm sorry I woke you up, " I said still anxious.

He smiled, " It's okay babe. "

Him calling me babe brought me back to my normal calm self.

I smiled and told him about how my mom wants me to come home.

" Do you want to.? " he asked getting out of my bed.

" I mean yes but no, " I sat up and watched him make a cup of coffee from my Keurig.

" Pick one. "

I sat and thought about it once again and decided not to.

I felt kind of bad because I love my family and all but I love Calvin too and I don't want my family yo not like him because I see it happening.

" Nah we aren't going. "

" Okay dude. "

" I had a dream we got married, " I said finally looking at my phone to tell my mom that I wasn't coming home.

The messages she sent earlier were pretty much just saying " Congratulations you finally have a boyfriend but he's not who I see you with. "

" Oh shit really.? " Calvin replied half laughing.

" Sadly. "

" Fuck dude that really hurt, " he started to walk around my room looking for something.

" What are you looking for.? "

" Where do you keep your bleach.? "

I giggled and actually told him where I keep it.

" Thanks man, " he got the bleach and pretended to drink it and put it back, " but hey maybe we will in the future. "

" We will what.? "

" Get married. "

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I UPDATED TODAY BECAUSE I DONT HAVE SCHOOL. THIS CHAPTER WAS SHORT AND BORING BUT ITS OKAY I THINK. IDK. BUT NOW YALL KNOW A LITTLE BIT ABOUT KAMRYNS FAMILY LIFE IDEK GOD. LMFAO I HAVE NO NEW TO TELL YALL HERE. BUT I MIGHT WRITE ANOTHER STORY. I HAD AN IDEA LIKE THIRTY MINUTES AGO WHILE WRITING THIS BUT I CANT REMEMBER IT NOW FUCK. BUT THANK YOU FOR THE FEEDBACK ON HERE. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH FR FRMGIjigjiwrgj. THATS ALL. DEUCES. ps- im typing this out in my living room and my parent just came in here and im uncomfortable.

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