I Was Yours From the Start

I Refuse to Believe it

-Shannon POV-

It's been about a few weeks since I last talked to Cammie and I really don't regret it. There's this other girl I've been hanging out with. She's...different. I hate her personality but she's great for hookups so might as well continue. I've seen Cammie hanging out with Jay and his friends a lot because of cheerleading. This makes me think that we have complete different interests so it might've been healthy to stop talking to each other. Jay is a great guy so he's probably supporting Cammie and that makes me happy. I wish I could just express how I feel to people but I'd rather keep it to myself. I don't want to be a weak ass bitch and look like I'm hurting over a girl I only talked to for a few days. I feel a tap on my shoulder, it's Jackie, the girl I'm talking to. "Hey baby" I hear her say. I roll my eyes and turn around to hug her. As I'm walking with her to class I see Cammie and Jay laughing outside of my math class. I ignore it. Next thing I know, they were hugging. It wasn't an ordinary hug. It was a passionate hug. I felt my blood boil. "Some people need to get inside the classroom and you're blocking the entrance" I raise my voice loud enough for everyone to hear. "Yo, chill. I was just giving Cam a hug goodbye." Jay says trying to calm me down. I just pushed him out of the way and made my way to my seat. I'm not down to deal with anyone's shit today. As I see Cammie approaching her seat, I start thinking about the kiss. The feeling of her lips against mine is something I wouldn't mind feeling again. What if there's a chance that I can? I decide to text Cammie and hope for the best.

Shannon-Hey, sorry for the scene before class. 

Cammie-It's okay, I understand that you might've had a tough morning.

Shannon-Thanks, sorry again.

She didn't text me back.

About 20 minutes later I see her looking at her phone giggling. She's probably talking to Jay. Why is this bothering me so much?

-Cammie POV-

I've been talking to Jay the entire class period and he doesn't fail to make me smile. He's so great and caring. I feel like I might be falling for him and I'm honestly no where near being scared. I suddenly get interrupted by another text from Shannon. She's so annoying.

Shannon-Are we okay?

Cammie-I don't think you'd want to talk to a slut, cunt, manipulative womanizer sorry.

I sent my last response with no hesitation. I then get a text from Jay.

Jay 💋- So I was thinking we could do something Friday night. How does that sound? We can go to a movie, dinner and the arcade. 😋

Cammie - Are you asking me out on a date? 🙈

Jay 💋 - I can make it a date 😘

Cammie-Deal. Finally something to look forward to this week.

Next thing I know, it's time to go. I wait for Jay next to my locker as usual and I feel someone pick me up. I could recognize that amazing smell from anywhere. He gave me a tight hug and put me down. He then got on one knee and asked "Let me escort you to class, my queen?" He's the cutest. "Your queen?" I laugh. He blushes a little and just puts his hand around my shoulder. I feel someone staring through my soul. I look back to see who it is. Of course. The one and only Shannon Beveridge. I ignore it and continue walking with Jay. He gave me a long hug before he left and he knows his smell kills me. I came up with an excuse to get his hoodie. "Hey, can I borrow your sweater? I left mine in my car and Mrs. Myers' class is an igloo" I whine. "Of course" He gives me a smirk. He gave me one last hug before he left and I turn to see Shannon crying. I ignore her and walk into class. I suddenly get a text from Jay. He never texts me during Football practice, that's odd. I quickly open it. 

Jay 💋- Did you see Shan crying?

He saw her crying too. Now, I start to wonder.

Cammie-Umm yeah, who knows what her deal is.

Jay 💋 - I'm going to check on her. Rain check for today's lunch? 😏

Cammie - Yeah, gives me time to hang out with Ashley and Sergio. 

Jay 💋- I'll make it up to you 💓

Cammie - I'll be waiting 😘

I sit a few seats behind Ashley and we're currently working on a group assignment so I walked up to her desk and she looked a little upset. "You all right?" I asked. "Yeah, I just didn't pass my math test." She said a little said. " Bummer. Let's go out to lunch today." I said with a small smile. "Sure, let me text Sergio to let him know" she said a little happier than before. I walked back to my desk and I see Jay and Shannon talking outside. Fuck. I ask for permission to go to the restroom to see what's going on. "Cammie, tell Shannon that you and me are talking and it's nothing against her." Jay says a little louder than his usual tone. "Yeah Shan, why?" I say confused. "I refuse to believe it. If you want me to stop bothering you just tell me, Camden!!!!!" She yells with tears rolling down her cheeks. "We've been hanging out and it became something more Shannon, calm down. I don't care if you believe it or not. You and I were never anything so you have no right to interfere!" I say in a loud tone. The bell suddenly rung and I walked in to get my stuff. Ashley looked at me with a confused look. "I'll explain later," I whisper. Shannon and Jay stayed arguing and she refused to believe it. I got so fed up with her shit and I did something I never thought I would do...

"You don't believe it?! Here's something to make you believe it." I yell. I grab Jay's face and gave him a passionate kiss. His lips were so soft and connected perfectly with mine. This kiss meant so much more than any other. We pull apart and Shannon's face is red and full of anger. She ran towards me and I blacked out....