Being Zayn Malik's Adopted Sister

Hazza Is Whipped

Emily POV

I feel so lost without JJ. I've been in a daze for the past week. I find it so hard to talk to anyone. I miss him more than anything.

"Knock, knock." A deep voice states whilst opening my door just so there's a little space between it and the wall. I recognised the voice easily, even though it feels like I haven't heard it in forever.

"Come in." I reply softly, trying to hid the pain in my voice. I close my eyes, trying to keep myself from crying again.

I hear the somewhat stranger open my door and stumble over a few things before inclosing me in his arms.

I open my eyes to see le wild Harry appear. I don't even think twice about turning into his chest and hugging him tight. I can't hold it in anymore. I start crying in his strong embrace.

"Shh, Emmy. It's okay, I'm not going to be a dick and leave you this time." He chuckles slightly before squeezing me really tight.

"Sing to me." I command tiredly. I make sure I'm comfortable before nodding at Harry to start. Slowly and softly he starts to sing, his mouth next to my ear.

"I wanna be drunk when I wake up

On the right side of the wrong bed

And never an excuse I made up

Tell you the truth I hate

What didn't kill me

It never made me stronger at all.

Love will scar your make-up, lip sticks to me

So now I maybe lean back there

I'm sat here wishing I was sober

I know I'll never hold you like I used to.

But a house gets cold when you cut the heating

Without you to hold I'll be freezing

Can't rely on my heart to beat in

'Cause you take parts of it every evening

Take words out of my mouth just from breathing

Replace with phrases like when you're leaving me.

Should I, should I?

Maybe I'll get drunk again

I'll be drunk again

I'll be drunk again

To feel a little love

I wanna hold your heart in both hands

Not watch it fizzle at the bottom of a Coke can

And I got no plans for the weekend

So should we speak then

Keep it between friends

Though I know you'll never love me like you used to.

There may be other people like us

Who see the flicker of the clipper when they light up

Flames just create us but burns don't heal like before

And you don't hold me anymore.

On cold days cold plays out like the band's name

I know I can't heal things with a hand shake

You know I can't change as I began saying

You cut me wide open like landscape

Open bottles of beer but never champagne

To applaud you with the sound that my hands make.

Should I, should I?

Maybe I'll get drunk again

I'll be drunk again

I'll be drunk again

To feel a little love.

All by myself

I'm here again

All by myself

You know I'll never change

All by myself

All by myself

I'm just drunk again

I'll be drunk again

I'll be drunk again

To feel a little love."

I drifted off into a deep sleep just as he finished.

Harry POV

I just sat there watching her chest go up and down as she slept and how she hugged me tighter when she looked lost in her dreams.

Maybe it was the way she mumbled strange words from another world as she slept on, that made me realise I was in love with her.

Or maybe it was the fact that her slim body matched perfectly with mine that made me think that not even having sex would her could change that.

Or you know what? Maybe it was the fact that whenever I looked at her, she looked perfect. That without her I felt empty and worthless.

The way she made me feel and act is how I realised that she was the one I wanted to wake up to and kiss every morning, the one I wanted to marry, the one I wanted to have kids with, the one I wanted to raise them with, the one I wanted to be a grandparent with, the one I wanted to grow old with and the one I wanted to be with for the rest of my life.

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