Hockey has our hearts

hockey has our hearts chapter 19

airas pov

"Aira thats not funny.. dont fuck with me like that!" Alyshia said walking over to me.

"im not kidding. i dont remeber my last fucking period. i can smell everything thaat has an oder. i..i.. i just dont know!!" i said starting to cry.

"well lets go to the doctor." Alyshia said grabing her keys.

"What am i going to do? he doesnt want a kid! what if he wants me to get an abortion!! I will never to that!! Ohh what am i going to do?" I freak out all the way to the clinic.

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"Well Miss Hanson it looks like you are pregnate.congradulations." the doctor told me before walking out of the room.

Those 10 word changed my life forever.

When we get back to the house Alyshia and i are trying to decide how im going to tell Patrick. After 2 hours of tears, yelling and a few phone calls we finally decide that Alyshia and Jonathan are going to go to a coffee shop down the street and Patricks going to come over so i can tell him.

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"hey babe whats going on?" Patrick said walking into the appartment.

"We need to talk." I said standing up to im face to face with Patrick.

"umm alright lets talk."

"Okay so remember that night that you made me dinner?"

"yea that was a good night."

"Well umm.. that night we made a baby.." I said looking him straght in the eye so i could see his reaction.

"Your kidding right."

"No im four weeks along.. Patrick please tell me youjr not mad. Tell me you wont leave us!" i said starting to tear up but i promised myself i would not cry.

"I cant.. I..I.. I need to go." He said walking out the door and possibly out of my life forever.

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Patricks pov.

Pregnate. No she cant be. It must not be mine, she was probaly whoreing around while i was gone. No its not mine. Four weeks, if thats true it does go back to that week. Damn i need to think. Coming out of my thoughs i notice ive subconcincly drove to the UC. I walk over to the secerity station and they let me knowing who i am.

After i got my skates on i go and skate some laps.After about 10 full speed laps i stop and lay down in the middle of the arena, the cold ice feels good on my back but at the same time it burns.

"Dude what the fuck are you thinking." I jump up at the sound of Jonathans voice.

"how did you know i was here?" 

"Any devoted hockey player would come to a rink to think. This is were you most comfortable." Jonathan explanes walking out to center ice. " Patrick as your friend im going to give you some advice, and as your captian im going to make you listen. Aira is the best thing that has ever happend to you. I dont know why you are treating her this way, and that baby.. That is part of you why do you want to leave it without a father? I dont care who you are you leaveing means your  weak and a coward. Is that what you are? What you do is your choice but leaving a child shows that you are not a man, you are a discrace. You better get your shit together."

"I dont know how to be a father and i dont know if i want to be one."

"its not about what you want. Its about that baby and Aira." Jonathan said walking out of the rink.