The Lonely Soul

Chapter 1

(At SeaShell Café)
"Hey, I don't get why its always us! You know..getting.. hurt... Why can't they just realize we are just like them", I say bursting in the tears that are gradually getting loader.

"Eclipse, don't worry. We'll be fine.. you'll be fine."

Blaine was the light of my life and he was my bestfriend. He always cares about me, no matter what. I just... wish we were a little bit more.

"HE DOESN'T CARE, ECLIPSE!"

Wait, oh. My mind. I tend to talk to myself. I have no clue why, but I wonder if it was passed down by my family. I was adopted, so I don't really know how families work or how this could be genetic. I dunno, but when do I ever..

His eyes, oh my. His eyes, they never looked so dull. Something was going on. Was Blaine getting hurt? Was Blaine being thrown to the side? Oh, wait! Was he hurting himself?

"Hey Blaine. Want to come over after we are finished here?"

"Eclipse..."

"Yes?"

"Can I? I think we have to talk. Can I sleep over?" Blaine asked with a stressed look upon his face.

I want him to come over, but...I dont want to hurt him. I know I'll say something absolutely stupid! Oh my mind... I just can't risk it.

"...*blushes*...
Uh, n-ye-yeah."

"OH. MY. ECLIPSE. WHAT DID YOU JUST DO?!"

My stupid mind refuses to leave me alone! This isn't a pleasure to be ruled over by yourself! Its a curse! I have went to two doctors about this"

(Flashes back to the first time I saw a doctor)

"Okay, Ms.Waters. Please explain to me one more time what you speak about."

"My mind takes over and forces doubt upon myself. I promise, I am not crazy. Its like a super-duper-double conscience."

The doctor, Dr.Xander, has a glance of fear in his eye. He, too, seems stressed. He said," Please excuse me for a minute or two." The doctor bursted out of the room with a loud thundering sound for each foot step! I ran out of the doctors office in tears. I am pretty sure he had called the police.. That doesn't help at all, considering the fact I tried to reach out for help and no one responded.

(Flashes back to the second time I visited the doctor's office)

"I got it! Anxiety! It must be a form of anxiety, you think?"

She was absolutely insane. This doctor was so jumpy she scared me with every leap! She's beautiful, but she wouldn't let me explain what I needed to! Dr.Denver gave me medication. Like I NEED that..

(Original Setting)
We finally left the Café!!!
Blaine walks me home, but of course he's staying the night. I guess its the thought that counts. As we approach my front door he stops me by grabbing my arm. Right in between my wrist and my elbow have Blaine Ballad's arm. He said,"Wait!"

"Wait for what?"

"I just wanted to say thank you for everything you do, will do, and have done."