I Hate You, I Love You

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Axel X Olivia

Olivia's POV:

I watched Axel and Petra chat and laugh. I started crying and I ran down the hall. I've

always loved him, and I wanted to tell him, but now I suppose that it's too late now.

I ran out the door and slammed it. I stopped and looked back and saw Axel and Petra

looking at me through the window. I started running again, and didn't look back again.

I slowed down and started singing quietly to myself.

"Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you"

I paused and sighed. I missed him, but I knew that he didn't care.

"I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her"

I broke out crying again.

Axel's POV:

I saw Olivia run out the door. "Olivia!" I screamed, banging on the window. She looked

back and kept running. I started running out the front door and tried to find her. I sighed.

I have no idea why she'd run away, but I kept walking around in the forest, trying to find

her.

"I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
(BLEEP) around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that (BLEEP)

I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that (BLEEP)
I type a text but then I never mind that (BlEEP)
I got these feelings but you never mind that (BLEEP)
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go"

I found myself singing softly. I looked up at the sky and sighed. I missed her.

"I don't mean no harm
I

just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you (BLEEP) did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your (BLEEP) fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all (BLEEP) mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song"

Olivia and Axel's POV:

"I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you"

Olivia's POV:

"I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a (BLEEP) about me"

Olivia's and Axel's POV:

"Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you ever see
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me"

Olivia's POV:

"I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her"

I sat down on the ground and started crying again. I looked up and saw the last person I

wanted to see right now. Axel. "Go away!" I shouted at him. Of course he didn't listen and

sat down next to me. "Why would I go away from somebody that I love?" He asked, giving

me a grin. "You... love me?" I asked. He nodded. "I've loved you since the day I've met

you." He said, and pulled me into a kiss. I kissed him back, and sighed. "I love you Axel," I

told him. "I love you too," he said, grabbing my hand.

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