Why does this keep happening?

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we got on tour and it was awkward. we all had clicks. I am friends with random people,Alex is friends or is semi friends with a ton of people. the first night we played early so I chilled at merch all day. I looked like my own merch girl. minus the fact I was sitting on the table talking to Benji our merch dude for the summer. 

“Benj,don’t understand your pick up chicks method at all.”I said 

“its simple,you get them to buy a shirt,and go from there.”

“Okay work your magic.”I said getting off the table and walking away 

“Hey can I get a t shirt in a small?”the girl asked Benj 

“Yeah,sure would you like an autographed poser and a picture with Sarah Dawson?”

“Wait,shes around?” “I heard she wasn’t coming out.”

“shes around.”

“that would be amazing,I love her!”the girl yelled “thank you,whats your name?”

“Benjamin,but you can call me Benji.”

“THanks Benji.”

I could hear this all from Maydays booth.

“Mayday is signing in 10.”Maydays TM Said 

“Kay.”I walked back to the merch booth and I swear to god I got like mobbed by fans.

“Benj what did you do?”

“Nothing?”Benji said as Mayday walked out everyone screamed. 

“Oh.”

ton of people bought merch while waiting to meet mayday. 

Texts 

Derek Sanders Hey stop selling my fans your shit! Jk come say hey! 

Me alrighty than! 

I walked over and Brooks hugged me first. They all said hey and I walked back. I missed those boys! we had a blast when we toured together.

“SARAH!”Derek yelled walking over 

“Yes?”

“My baby sis didn’t give me a hug.”

“Derek,we aren’t related.”

“I know,but your like my little sister.”

“Okay.”I said hugging him 

“Sarah aren’t you with Alex? Derek don’t you have a girlfriend?”a fan yelled 

“Catch ya later sis.”derek said walking away 

“Peace out bro!”I yelled back 

All Time low was about to play. so I headed to stage. 

“Where have you been?”Alex asked as I walked up side stage.

“Merch.”

“Oh.”He said 

They played. I didn’t sing. 

“He was fucking annoying,he had no clue where you were.”Matt said 

“oops,I was chilling with Benj.”

“were you mingling with fans?”Matt asked

“Yeah,got a shit ton of people to buy the album and the Ep.”

“Nice.” Matt said “By the way,he thinks your cheating on him.”

“I am out.”I said 

“No,you stay right here.”Matt said 

“Fuck that,I also have a signing in 5 so bye.”

I left. I went to our signing. it was chill my phone would not stop.

“Who keeps calling you?”Sam asked

“Alex,apparently he told matty mouse I am cheating on him.”

“Ha yeah okay.”Sam said laughing “you would never.”

“I know,its so fucking annoying,why is he suddenly like a parent.”

“well its warped a sausage fest,you get drunk and make out.”

“Sam,if I wanted to do that I would have already!”

“I know,but he is worried.”

“He shouldn’t fucking be!”I yelled as i started to cry. I have never seen someone move so Fast. Riley picked me up and took me behind the tent. 

“Breathe.”He said 

He comforted me and than I went back.The fans. rumors started circling about what happened behind the tent and why I cried. I ran back to our bus after we did everything that was supposed to be done that day.I was annoyed. my phone was off. 

“There you are.”Allyson said opening my bunks curtain

“Oh hey.”

“whats going on?”She asked

“I am stressed out,Alex is all over me.”

“I bet he isn’t,Zack was a total douche today.”

“Why?”

“Told me I was being a fucking baby when I asked him to hang out and us take pictures and he said he couldn’t and I asked sweetly,he fucking blew me off.”

“Its Zack,if he doesn’t have his me time he gets pissy.. everyone knows that.”

“He used to include me in that.”

“Thats Us time,Zack needs his I am Zack I am cool time.”

“I really hope we fix this shit.”Allyson said sitting down in my bunk

“Same,can’t take this drama on a regular basis.”

“I have a strange feeling we wont.”She said as Sam started to talk to Alex in the front lounge. I got up and went outside. 

“You sick?”He asked 

“No.”I said

“You want to go to the party?”

“Uh sure.”

We went. I felt like a girlfriend,not like I was in a freaking band. 

“You okay?”Alex asked 

“Why are you so protective?”

‘Sarah your a girl,a really attractive girl,my girl,and do you see the ways these other bands stare at you?”

“they can stare,I am with you... I don’t get pissy and protective when girls look at you.”

“True.”he said hugging me “Wanna go back to the bus and watch a movie?”

“Sure.”I said 

He is so weird. we made up. I slept on ATL’s bus that night.. don’t think Rian was that happy but oh well!

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