Rich Love (5SOS - Luke Hemmings)

Chapter 10- It Hurts

~It Hurts~

(Luke's P.O.V.)

"What do you mean end the engagement?" i stood up from my seat in shock, "Madison, please. Think about this first. I am begging you" i pleaded her

"I don't know what to do anymore Luke. I have never been this hurt before." she replied as she wipes the tears with a handkerchief

"Is t-that Calum's?" my voice starts to break when i saw two letters on the cloth

C.H.

"That's not the point, Luke" she hides the handkerchief behind her back, "I'll send you the other half of the necklace later or tomorrow" she continued

A pang of pain hits me straight to the heart

"Y-you're not wearing it?" i say as i try to blink away the tears

"I told you, there's no point. We're over" she answers and stood up from her seat

(Madison's P.O.V.)

Out of the sudden, Luke kissed me had on the lips and his hands are around ,my waist I used all of the self-control i have in me to prevent myself from kissing him back. 

After a few more seconds, he stopped and rested his forehead in mine

"Tell me. Tell me if you felt nothing. Not a single spark, not a single butterfly in the stomach" Luke whispers, "Tell me to stay away from you"

I tried to say something but, nothing is coming out. The sparks are bursting in me and the butterflies won't leave my stomach

"S-stay away f-from m-me" i lied

He let out a sigh, "Are you sure?" he asked 

No

"Yes. I'm sure." i lied again.

He removed his arms from my waist and backed away. I want to pulled him close to me and say to him that everything was a lie and that the only reason i am ending this engagement is because no matter how hard we try, Patricia and James will never leave us alone. He took his bag from the floor and walked towards the door. My heart wants me to run to him but, my brains wants me to stay put.

After he got pass the greenhouse's door, he punched the concrete wall that was beside the stairs and left. I took my bag and looked closely at the cracked wall that Luke punched. There was a lot of blood

"Oh my god" i whispered to myself and ran after Luke

"Your fist is bleeding. Let's go to the clinic" i took his right arm and pulled him with me.

But, right before we could actually take three steps, he pulled his arms away from my grip. 

"You think this is hurting me?" he scoffed as i look at his red eyes. "The pain i am feeling in this hand is nothing compared to the pain in my heart" his voice starts to raise it's tone

"I'm sorry" i whispered in embarrassment. I guess he doesn't need me anymore

"Your 'sorry' won't heal me." he pushed me out of the way, "i guess this is the price for loving someone too much" he continued to descend from the stairs without looking at me

"It hurts" he whispered quietly which i heard.

I watched him dissapear down the hallway and all the tears that i was trying to hold inside came out. I sat on the stairs with my hands on my face and started crying.

(Luke's P.O.V.)

I listen to her closely behind a wall. She's crying. I want to get mad at her for not following my rules. I strictly told her not to cry without me. She needs someone with her right now and i am positively sure i am not that person. I pulled out my phone and decided to do the thing i know i will regret.