fuck off cruel world

You know what sucks?

   You know what sucks? I'll tell you. Scenario time.
    So you know this girl. She's sweet she's funny, she's got a great attitude, not to mention that she's down right gorgeous.
    And maybe you're just a little bit in love with her, not that you'd ever admit to anyone that you're lesbian because you're not but there's just something about this girl. You feel like you'd never know if you were attracted to other people of the same sex, because you can't imagine being attracted to anyone but her.
    And then on the last day of school you and some of your friends are playing a game with this girl, trying to figure out who she likes.
     And she's giving you hints, you know, but being stupid you're not getting anywhere.
    Then she pulls you to the side, and she tells you that's the person that she likes name is Jesse.
    And she's a girl.
    And your mouth just falls open. And what can you say? What can you possibly say? Nothing. Absolutely nothing.
    So you ask how long they've known each other. And how much she likes her. And if she likes her back.
    And you get all the worst possible answers. They've known each other since they were 2. She really really likes her. And the cherry on top is that the feeling is mutual.
    And the whole time you're just standing there, nodding and smiling, while inside you're brain looks like canned soup.
   Because how could she be gay? How could you have never known? For 2 years, and now you know she's gay. And she likes someone else.
    So you just stand there opening and closing your mouth like a fish, because what can you say?

    Yea. That sucks.