Remorse [iKON Series #1 - Bobby] COMPLETED

05

SEOLHYUN

Nakarating kami sa loob ng Japanese restaurant ni Hanbin. Madali syang nakaorder ng pagkain namin dahil kaunti palang kaming nasa loob. Medyo maaga pa kasi. Pero for sure mamayang 12 mapupuno to.

"You eat well hm? After this we'll go to N tower to ride at the cable car para marating natin yung love locks."

Feeling ko nagspark mata ko when I look at him and our eyes met. I nod at him, smile naman ang binalik nya sakin.

I continue eating my food silently. Until now I can't think of anything na topic para kausapin sya.

 

"Ilang months na nanliligaw yung lalaking nasa bahay nyo kanina?" I paused for a while. Hanbin is asking about Jiwon!

"Uhm, its not months. Its years, almost 3 years na since 4th year college na ako ngayon." I can see that he's surprise. Akala nya siguro baguhan lang din si Jiwon na manliligaw ko.

"Why until now hindi mo parin sya sinasagot? I mean I'm not asking you to pursue on him— I'm just curious."

I heave a deep sigh before answering him. "I don't know what's with me why until now hindi ko parin sya sinasagot. I guess wala namang mali sa kanya, siguro ako yung may mali."

"I see." Yun lang ang sinagot nya at nagpatuloy ulit sya kumain.

He's curious why until now di ko sinasagot si Jiwon. I'm afraid baka isipin nyang wala syang pag-asa sa akin!!!

"But Hanbin..to you—"

"Its okay Seolhyun. Not because 3 years kang niligawan nun that means ako din ay tatlong taon manliligaw sayo. I can wait for a lifetime." Feeling ko mag-ggive up na agad si Hanbin sakin pero nagkakamali ako. Lifetime pa daw!

Nagulat ako sa sinabi nyang yun. Pero sobrang kinikilig na talaga ako sa kanya habang nakikinig sa sinasabi nya. But as a girl, I should act as if hindi ako nagmamadali although I have this feeling na gusto ko syang sagutin kahit na ngayong araw palang ang first date namin.

Tinapos ko na ang pagkain ko at ganun din sya. Syempre before we go out he asked for the bill and pay.

Papunta na siguro kami sa cable car station then sa other end nun nandun makikita yung lovelocks. It will take us for about 30 minutes to go there. I feel so excited!

"Two tickets back to back." Said Hanbin na bumili na nga ng ticket namin. He turn around at me and grabbed my hand. Shet.

Another holding hands with him!

Naglalakad lang kami ng tahimik papunta dun sa station, hinihintay namin na magpunta dito yung cable car na siguro may sakay pang ibang tao na pabalik dito.

Nung may dumating na, its our turn to get in! Gosh. Although its not my first time riding here but hello? Its my first time to ride here with a guy naman. At di lang basta guy, kundi crush ko pa! Kaya sobrang saya ko.

"You're so cute when you're smilling, you should keep that babe." Said Hanbin na ngayon ay inaayos ang hair strands ko. Pak ganern!

"Ahh. S-sige ba." I can feel na nagbblush na ako. Omg. First time nyang makikita to! Nakakahiya.