rants | stnar

first day of school

yay. lol. just kidding.

i honestly hate the first day of school so much. and the first day is tommorow for me.

but there is so much about the first day of school that just makes me AaaHh.

so lets begin.

1. schedule

so it is really hard to remember your schedule on the first day and your just like "crap where i gotta go" and your really nervous your gonna just casually show up in the wrong class like "whats up"

also, when they put something on your schedule that you dont want. i HATE talking to people i dont know in general, let alone the flipping office. ugh. and i also hate that i cant get the classes i want #smallschoolstruggles

2. people

so when school restarts its like everyone says hey how was your summer. and im lke "oh shoot were they talking to me" and if that does happen i cant form words. im like "oh it was okay i guess" with the weirdest face you have ever seen. like IM AWKWARD PLZ WARN ME YOU ARE GONNA ASK ME A QUESTION XD JK. i wont be so awkward if it is my friends, but if it is a person i rarely talk to im just like wut.

3. about yourself

i dont know how many people have this, but i hate when teachers are like "write down three things about yourself on this notecard" and all of a sudden i literally have no idea who i am. like there are so many things i could write but what i do write i will be judged. like i could write "my favorite band is twenty one pilots" and there would be that random person in the corner like "no. that band sucks. 5sos forever" and the person in the other corner like "lol no. i like one direction. get out" and i will be there crying like "ACCEPT ME".

or if i write "i like sports" ppl would be like "what a loser", "who even likes sports"' "this girl is strange".

i could literally write my favorite color is blue and there would be an entire army of people who like pink trying to sacrifice me to the pink government to get a reward of 5000 pink dollar bills.

4. new classes/teachers

i think this one is pretty self explanatory. i really dont like having to get new teachers. its like having a new student come and them just sitting with you at lunch every fay of the year.

5. awkward conversations

i am extremely awkward. like during the summer i have become used to being my own person and then when i get back i realize there are actually people that like me. lol. i worded that in a really weird way but i hope it makes sense.

like i dont see my friends all summer and then boom school starts and it is awkward for a few days.

6. lunch

okay i have lunch 6th period and we only have nine periods. and i eat breakfast at like 6/6:30 and by the time lunch comes im like FEEEEED MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

^ accurate

well. those are five reasons i hate the first day and one reason i am so quiet until lunch. because i need food. lol

byeee.